The last week or so I have been struggling back and forth on if i should shelf Furaan and move on, I came from Chatropolis to get away from the back stabbing and drama and I can easly go back to it because dispite all of it i do have some friends there still that I enjoy talking to, if it wasn't for four people that I love dearly in camp I would have left along time ago. I am not writing as a whiney bitchy complaint. I am writing this because I can see why we as a CHAT ROOM are not getting many members that stick around. When a person (like me) with extensive role playing experiance but little or no Gor world experiance comes in (serious roleplayers not the childish crap) and gets an attitude from members and snubbed. It really takes the fire out of it all... Don't get me wrong please.. there are some wonderful roleplayers, great story lines and there have been some really great times. But for a moment, stop and look at it from another persons perspective. We all make mistakes, and we all deserve the right to make those mistakes... to a point. I have made some... and been called a few of them, that is to be expected because I am new and not used to the way this role play works. And as sad as it seems even I have seen seasoned Gor roleplayers do things that I wouldn't even do or say. I am not just talking about just one person either, and I am not going to drop names because that is not why I am writing this, I am writing this just to simply explane how I see things, from my point of view, as a newbie. Enough of my incoheriant rambling. Be well all I a not leaving yet and I will be around here and there.