A game, yes. But there are principles to every game, and it is abundantly clear you have not heeded them.
Correct-- Outriders were dispatched. A then-still-member of our Home had fallen behind-- we do NOT leave our people behind. The 'deaths' could have been avoided had you simply had the stones to approach Ubar. Yet, no approach was made on your part.
If you do not get that, then it is probably best you have left. Rather than approaching Ubar, or a Council member, you chose to up and leave. So be it. Be gone. Wish you well, adios.
Don't let the Gorean door hit you where the good Lord split you.
Game Over.