Tal Brother Rags, I am starting to realize this more and more.. lol... though I have been thinking about things, and I think that I have two options for Me when I return from the desert...
1. give up everything here, sell all My posessions, and leave for Asia, joining a monastery and becoming a monk, the only problem with that.. I like sex too much.
2. go to the doctor and get Myself snipped, and possibly sell one of the 'boys' for medical research, I would have some extra money, and if I decided to have any more 'additions' I could go get the snipping reversed.. and it would only take twice as much effort, but then I think that it would be twice as much fun...
Tal Sister Amantha, I would like to start by saying, that You are very right, that was the last thing that I was looking forward too, but I suppose that there are times that things like that have to happen, it makes Me realizee that I have been living 26 years for everyone else. now it is time for Me to live for Myself.
and I would also like to say that I thank E/everyone for their thoughts, prayers, and everything else... it really means a lot knowing that there are P/people that will not forget, and that will love... that makes what I am doing worth it...