hey there
a few of the views were mine, like Raz said...some of us looked a few times trying to digest all you had to say. No reply was given, until now, because I was sorting out how to respond to your words.
over half the time I was active in MTC, I did solo role play. Yes, after awhile it get frustrating, but such is he way of things. So has alost everyone that is or has been a member of the home.
it makes me sad that you have chosen to leave. It makes me sadder that you've chosen to leave this way...angry.
in the years I've been around, everyone has been frustrated on and off, feeling that they've been alone alot, doing solo stuff. Way back when, we vented to council, Ubar or in the case of the slaves, the trainers.
why is this al being brought up? To let you know...almost every single person has been frustrated over this issue.
anyways, I can undertstand your frustrations, even the want to leave and move on...just...it sounds like (this is only my opinion, mind you) what made you snap was....people not coming in, that we as a group just failed to meet or accomodate your role play needs. Alot of folks have a ton of things in rt that keep them away, some have lost their fire, some faded away to focus on rt, some, like me, have utterly lost the drive/creativity to be here.
that's cool too. If you're not happy, personally, I get it. But was it really needed to leave on such an angry note addressed to people that care about you and you love? From what I know of you...i was just a tad bit schocked.
honestly, I hope you find something out there that makes you happy. You do deserve that, ya know...being happy.
~me
