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Title: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Raziel on February 16, 2009, 11:39:14 PM

Brandy/Nexhias, our beloved Ubara and Sister has passed away this evening at 12:02 am.

I simply wanted to write down my feelings at the moment.

Brandy/Nexhias...

As stoic as I may seem online or for those that know me in real life, as indifferent and full of dry sarcasm I am filled with, at this time, this moment, I am filled with a pain.  My vision is clouded, my throat becomes tight and my heart aches with every beat.  WE as a family here in MTC, have lost one of our own, we have lost you.  You played a major role here in MTC and you played a major role in our lives.  When you first went off to serve your country, we spoke and I knew you would return.  My faith in you was only exceeded in your determination to prove the odds wrong.  Your personality outshined any dismal moment you had and no matter what, you always found your way back home to us.  Im not a religious man but I know God has called you home to Him.  You have earned your place at His side, free from pain, from anguish and finally found your peace.  I can only hope that your family finds peace also in the knowledge that you are in a better place, a happier place and I know that you will make that place a brighter one. 

My heart goes out to anyone and everyone that shares the sadness I have at your loss.  I will remember your laughter most of all.  It was something that said no matter the situation you faced, the inevitability of pain you faced, you could always find something positive in it and freely gave that laughter to share with all of US.  It is something that hurts and yet it does make me happy at the same time.  To loose you but knowing you deserve to be free.  I know that you will always be with us, but that doesnt stop the pain for any of us, not at this moment.  So perhaps it is a sadness not for you but for us, that someone so special and dear, someone so loved has left us and it is a vacancy that will never be filled.  It is your place and we will keep it forever.  You have touched all our lives in more ways than one and loosing you feels like a crushing blow.  We love you, we miss you, we will miss you, we will remember you always and know that though your light has gone out, the brightness you provided, will always be here to help light our way in this world.  I only hope I have done the memory of you some small bit of justice as no words can paint the grand picture of who you are.

By the Skies, please be happy and may angels sing your name in Heaven and watch over you.

We love you.

Tim/Raziel

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: risky{MTC} on February 16, 2009, 11:43:43 PM

this one aggrees good luck Mistress may god be with you in spirit.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: ki on February 17, 2009, 06:26:00 AM

it's hard to belive.. it's like someone said the ground beneath your feet is gone.

She was.. is... elemental.. like a force of nature..

There is so much to say... and so much more unsayable.. that i can
not put into words.. A great woman has passed..the day is not as bright
and the world grown smaller..

i will try to honor Her and Her memory in the way that She wanted.
keep the fires that She lit..... buring..

She is gone.. but She will ever be a part of me..

my condolances to  Her family.. familes

damn it hurts

michael

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: rep on February 17, 2009, 07:24:26 AM

it's hard to know what to say or write or even to feel. i wasn't sure if it is best for me to post or keep my feelings to myself. i wasn't close to her like so many here. we had our disagreements in r/p and on the board. big, major, disagreements. but she was still my home's Ubara, my Ubara, and that simply made her special. she kept my character alive for some reason and lent her support to me on the board. two very big things at the time, though now so inconsequential. this, is not coming out how i hoped but i'm going to post it anyway. i think she would want me here, imperfect but participating. i want to remember my lessons and laughter and all of yours too and especially the legacy she leaves imprinted on all whom met her.

i never doubted, when she wrote that she loved all of her family, that i was included in that too.

i hurt for all of you, her loved ones, her friends and for me, part of her family here, all that will miss her and not get to know her.

she meant something to me, too.....it may be different...but she meant something to me too

kiah

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: flame{NS} on February 17, 2009, 08:20:11 AM

the news came as a shock to me this morning as i read...she will be missed, as she was a part of our lives..she will always have a speacail place in my heart... i am going to miss the long talks we had and the teaching she was given this one... but i know that she is up there singing with all the angels looking down on us......condlonces goes out to her family and friends.... flame leaves hugs and kisses



da flame

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Taryn on February 17, 2009, 08:41:13 AM

I am still trying to process all of this, and words aren't my strong point at the moment, but I will have something to say in time... But I wanted to share something with you all... These are the lyrics to the song that was playing when the news was said in the room last night... And for some reason it gave me comfort...

My Immortal by Evanenscence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Shylina Marie on February 17, 2009, 10:15:53 AM

Its too hard to find anything to say....as a friend..as a sister. as a member of a unique brethren..  I will honor you.   With the words spoken before ... and words that will be spoken again.  I take comfort to know that you have just joined the angel band. and will stand the watch at heavens gates for the rest of us. I walked through the kitchen and read these words again.. and heard you speak to me.


Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the mornings hush.
I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds
in circled flight.
I am the soft starts that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die.

written by William Martin
 US Army Retired Vietnam.
Deceased August 1992.
 my Father in law


Mission Complete... Welcome Home.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Alex on February 17, 2009, 10:55:56 AM

In times like these as i have not rped in mtc for very long I like to remember the good times.. Ill always remember the speech she gave during migration but one thing comes to mind i think of the final scene in the movie, The Last Samari...

"please tell me how he died...

I will Tell you how he lived... "

its not word for word but I evnjoyed the time i did get to spend with Nex... and I will always be found of the memories I have of that... But today is  a sad but great day for us all... she is no longer in pain and is in a better place.. so for that i will celebrate her life and what lessons she has taught us all the imprints and impressions she has left upon us, and forever remember that......


Alex

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Buddha on February 17, 2009, 11:09:25 AM

My condolences to her family and friends.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: DaPaleOne on February 17, 2009, 12:14:47 PM

there are not enough words to describe the kin dof person Brandy was, she was kind, generous, loving and brave. those are only the meager words that come to mind.

goddess protect and keep you our fallen Sister, you were loved and cherished by all whom your radiant ways touched.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: familure{TD} on February 17, 2009, 12:39:21 PM

words are not perhaps the easiest for any of us right now. everything seems to be a raw jumble of emotions and memories wrapped in layer shock. the woman behind the character...in a very real way, was able to touch everyone she encountered. the brightness of her essence, the power of her spirit and utter relish for life..the way she found time, even if it was just a stolen moment here and there, to listen...to laugh. it only served to show the true courageousness and selflessness of her nature, the way she set aside her troubles, her pain...everything that some might easily say was the reality of her day to day...to be there for us, all of us. people she only knew as characters on a screen, faces that aren't really our own. she found the time, the way, to get to know a small part of everyone she encountered. to touch us with the brightness of her. the world has lost something great with her passing on though we all were so blessed to have gotten to bask in in the light she provided so briefly.

a few things that seem to say what's in my heart~

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.

Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy. 
~Author Unknown

~the typist behind lure
 

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: prism {*RgR*1*} on February 17, 2009, 01:05:52 PM

When I think of Brandi, I think of two words.

Passion and determination

Her passion for life, for the things she believed in, for family, for the freedoms we so often take for granted.
Her determination to not let troubles slow her down or hold her up, or make her desperate and without hope or love..

She has always given us someone to look up to and aspire to be like in so many ways. And she gave us love, unconditional and unyielding.  And we have given it back. Unconditional and unwavering.

We have all lost a chosen family member, not one we were given by fate, but one we chose, like she chose us.. but only in the physical sense.. We have not lost the part of her that lives on in our hearts. And believe me when I know that if I look up passion, or determination in the dictionary, her picture will be there in my heart.

woobie

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: -TT- on February 17, 2009, 01:12:23 PM

My condolences to all her loved ones.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Michael on February 17, 2009, 01:45:56 PM

thoughts and prayers goes out to All her friends and family during your this difficult time.


Michael

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: kadi{MTC} on February 17, 2009, 02:24:56 PM

what can one write that hasnt already been said, when i read this tonight i just broke down crying and all i could think of is this

there is another star in the havens shinning bright
there is another angel in haven watching over all of us
Nex kadi shall miss you as will all of your family here in Tuchuk

kadi

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: kelsey on February 17, 2009, 02:48:10 PM

My beloved Sister

You often told me I gave you strength in being so public about my battle with breast cancer, yet, it was you who gave me that strength this past year.  Anytime I felt scared or down, I thought of you and what you endured and somehow my fear diminished.

You will be missed.  You are loved.  We will see each other again.

Kels/Nancy

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Amber on February 17, 2009, 05:00:14 PM

Every time I try to post, I burst into tears.  I just.. do not know what to say in memory of this beautiful woman who, without any terms or conditions accepted me.. and the Tuchuk me as her Daughter.  I.. I just can't put it into words.

(http://www.geocities.com/tuchuks_butterfly_painter/tuchuk_angel.jpg)

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Fishy! on February 17, 2009, 05:04:25 PM

I had something pretty to say...

I was gonna explain how much Nexhias, and moreso Brandy, would be missed...

but what can any of us say that would do her justice? to properly explain how she touched everyones lives?

I guess that in reality that proves my point, she was simply indescribeable...

She will be missed.... and loved and remembered.

-edits to add-

Ive been looking for something... it was a beautiful quote... and I finally found it... after searching the boards... and rightfully enough they were from Nex's own mouth just a scant time ago...

Quote

Look out for one another, my Family- for it is in one another that we find our reasons for living.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: ~Meg~ on February 17, 2009, 05:11:34 PM

My Thoughts and Prayers go out to her Friends and Her Family..

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: aisling{MTC} on February 17, 2009, 05:27:53 PM

~sighs softly with a sad heart~
I did not have the privilege to know Her as many of you do. Though from what I did know, she was good of heart, warm of spirit and most especially...loved by this family of hers.
For all the things I can not say, I recalled this and instantly thought of Her.

Death is nothing at all.
It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Everything remains as it was.
The old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged.
Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
Call me by the old familiar name.
Speak of me in the easy way which you always used.
Put no sorrow in your tone.
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.
Let it be spoken without  effort
Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was.
There is unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just around the corner.
All is well. Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost.
One brief moment and all will be as it was before.
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting,  when we meet again.




With love
aisling

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Serinna on February 17, 2009, 05:51:38 PM

I don't know what I can say or do. I sit here trying to think of something and all I can do is just that.... sit here...

You never let Me believe or even think I was any less than what I am. You will forever be missed

My condolences to all that are saddened by this loss.

Seri

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Salem on February 17, 2009, 07:09:05 PM

I have spent a better part of today trying to come up with how I might convey my sadness with the loss of such a great friend and family member. And after looking through and reading everyone elses thoughts so far on this, I still find myself coming up empty. It being said already, I have to agree, she was indescribable. I did not know her like others did, but I will always be thankful for a couple of talks that she and I shared some time ago, as well as her compassion and friendship during the time I shared with her in Tuchuk. She truly did love us all, and I know that despite the void that is left in her absence from this world, she will never be forgotten by her family, on this earth and in a fictional savage world we all were priviledged to explore with her.

I am soon to follow her path, and serve my country overseas, and I will go with her bravery and strength and memory to guide me.

Thank you Brandy, for being our Sister, our Ubara, but most importantly, our friend. I will miss you and think of you always.

Rob

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: LadyMuse on February 17, 2009, 07:49:39 PM

 Simply put, You will be missed My Sister. But I am sure the Goddess has uses for you yet and we shall meet again one day.




LM/Christine

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Huntress on February 17, 2009, 08:22:23 PM

Sometimes words can not express what I feel.

Nexhias/Brandy was a dear and treasured friend, indeed a woman warrior and a beloved person. Her loss will be felt forever in my heart.

I made Brandy a promise that when this time came I would do something special to honor her, she gave her consent on this and was pleased with the idea.

You will be missed, but always you will be with me...


Vala

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Sidona on February 17, 2009, 08:53:50 PM

I'm at a loss for words.
I know I will miss Brandy so very much.
I also know She's at peace and is watching over us all.

She will forever and always be in my heart and memory.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Taryn on February 17, 2009, 10:20:05 PM

(22:35:42 ) nicki ~o~ : i can tel brandy ws loved by u all i found somethin on her computr 2day that is ment for u all & id like 2 share it wit u

A Love Letter for Tuchuk

Oh, my family.. what a joy and blessing you have been to me! From my my first days as a goofy Free Woman to the days I was lucky enough to become Ubara, I have experienced nothing short of a miracle with you. So few are as fortunate as I have been-- for I have witnessed and experienced love, growth, and acceptance in a circle of people who have become more dear to me than air. You've given to me hope-- and hope is a wonderful thing indeed. It can drive us to achieve goals that we never thought possible.. and it can give us a reason for being. You became that reason for me.

I have no doubt that my passing may cause a tear or two.. but do not weep for more than a moment's time for me. I am Home, and in the presence of a love that can only be matched by that which you have given to me. Yet even now I am with you, watching each of you from the skies grow into the person you are meant to be and beaming with pride-- for in life, I was able to call you my friends, my family.

I want and need for you to know that even as I write this, I have a sense of peace. My body is broken; it has been for a long time... but I feel as if everything is going to be all right. I am not afraid of what lies ahead for me.. but I am sad that I cannot be here in the flesh to share my love with you. So I will take this opportunity to write my love letter for my family now, and to share with you this-- you will continue to be loved. Love is one of those things that even death will bow down in the presence of--and mine for you, my family, is doubled simply because I know that you have loved me as much in return. It matters not that if we argued in my time here, or if we were the best of friends: you were mine, each and every one of you, for a little while. And for that, I thank you.

If my passing can leave you with anything, I hope it is this: love one another, take time to laugh with one another. Stop and smell the roses-- even when you think your own flower bed is full of weeds. Know who you are, and relish your strengths and your flaws-- they are what makes you unique. Lastly... do what you have always done-- look after one another. Keep those ties that bind you together tied tightly. It is the reason I fell in love with you as my family, and the reason that my love for all of you will go on, long after the heart stops beating.

Loving you from afar,

Brandy

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Taryn on February 17, 2009, 10:25:36 PM

It's taken me so many hours to write something about Nex/Brandy, in fact, it feels like days... Everything said by everyone here said everything about her... She had a spirit about her that was unique, I remember talking to her one night about a year ago or it was longer, she was excited about going fishing with the guys of her family, her brothers, uncles and father, she was joking about having to take half of her hospital room with her, but even with that overshadowing things, she was so looking forward to it.. Joking that it was going to take a huge truck to just get her and all her machines together, and then there was the boat itself... ~laughs softly~

Even when things were going not so right with her, she would take time out to talk to those who needed a shoulder or an ear to vent into... There were times when I used both, to cry and vent, on things that were going on in my life, and then I would stop and tell her that I shouldn't dump things on her when she had so much going on with herself, she would tell me that everyone needs to vent and to cry, that at that moment I was that person.. I felt selfish for dumping on her, but in the end I felt as if things were going to be alright...

I had taken a week or two to think about something I wanted to do to show her how much she meant to me, I didn't discuss it with anyone, because I didn't know what the response was going to be, that choice I made was to ask her to become my Blood Sister, my True... Something that I felt was a way to show her that I felt her more than just a Sister in camp, but in real life... When I approached her and told her what I had been thinking about and if she would like to be my True Sister, she smiled and said yes.. That night as we joined together, mixing our blood with one another, gave me a feeling that I still can't put into words... Forever and a day she is my Sister in life as well as death, nothing can change that, and I hope nothing ever will...

I am not one for words, though at times I am gifted with the ability to do flowing posts, stories or poetry, that's not what belongs here, at least not to me...There are so many things that come to mind when I think of Brandy, her full of life spirit that kept going even when she wasn't feeling herself, then there was Nexhias, a woman who stormed into camp, being the feisty and insane person that she was, to a woman who stepped up into a role that was hard to begin with and became the beautiful, strong and caring woman she always had been... She may have said she changed after becoming Ubara and Council, but she didn't, not to me... She always told us the way it was and she still did... No title could change her, Nexhias was her more so than anything... I was lucky to be able to know her as long as I did, she touched me in so many ways, allowed me to take another look at myself and see something that I had been ignoring, my own strength and passion for who and what I am..

Brandy/Nexhias, no time will lessen the hurt of your passing, but everytime I look to the sky or look around me, I will think of you, pointing you to see the beauty of what I see through my eyes... You will never be far from my heart, mind or soul... I treasure the time I was able to know you, and I know that you are now at peace, no longer hurting... You get to see the world as none of us get to until it's our time to join you, though I know you hope that time is longer than you got to spend with us all...

I love and miss you my Sister, True, the bond of blood holds us together not only in a physical sense, but in spirit, until we meet again, I will listen for your words or laughter on the wind or breeze... Goodbye for now...

Diane/Taryn Iona

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: kay on February 18, 2009, 04:56:36 AM

I am SO sorry for everyone's loss here.  Nexhias sounded like a genuine and vibrant lady.  Each and everyone of you are in my thoughts and prayers!  She was blessed to have you as friends and you were blessed to have her as a friend.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: NightStorm on February 18, 2009, 05:32:41 AM

What can I say, my friend.....
except that you are loved and will be missed.  Everyone has echoed my feelings so much better than I could.  You hold a special place in my heart, as you do in so many others. 

You fought a good fight.  You finished your course.  You kept your faith.  You won the race.  Rest now.

My prayers go out to Brandy's family.  May God grant you peace in these tough times.

NightStorm/Pat

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Krul on February 18, 2009, 06:19:23 AM

To a wonderful Friend

  You're the bravest person I've known ... and I'll miss you very much.

Rest now you fought well
Krul

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Hippie on February 18, 2009, 07:01:19 AM

My thoughts and prayers go out to Nexhias and all her friends & family. She sounds like a great lady & I wish I would have had the pleasure of knowing her. I know that her passing has left a great hole & emptiness in Tuchuk. May peace fill your hearts as each of you remember her.

Hippie

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: snare{AD} on February 18, 2009, 11:43:31 AM

....sitting quietly as I read everyone's words before my own....

I honestly have no words to express how I feel at this moment nor the words to say what she meant to me....

She was there for me when I hurt. She was there for me when I needed a boot in the backside. She was always there for me.

Truly missed but never forgotten she will be.

...leaves kisses and hugs for my family...

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Furaan on February 18, 2009, 11:58:59 AM

*just simply kisses my finger tips pressing them to her lips and walks away* any words would be meaningless.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Nicolas Tabar on February 18, 2009, 05:21:35 PM

I know that i have been gone a long time, and to tell the truth, i do not know at this time whether or not I will be returning.  I understand if there are some out there that do not with to see Me posting, but I feel that as a one time member of this family...  I have the privilege of being allowed to say something.

I admit, I don't remember actually meeting Nexhias, I wish that I could remember meeting her, or at least have more to say about her. She is a member of the family, she will be missed, that is something that can not be denied, or resisted, it is a force in the world if not the universe.

I can only hope that I will be missed as much as she is.  I think that for anyone to be taken from us the way that she was is wrong, but again something that we can not avoid at some point.  At the same time, missing someone like this is a natural thing.  I think that she would want us to remember her in a positive light.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Savi on February 19, 2009, 03:23:10 PM

I'm shocked to hear the News. My deepest condolences to her Family and Friends.
I beleive I met her only once, and she was a nice and kind Person...

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: leylani on February 20, 2009, 02:26:41 AM

My deepest condolences and and sympathy to all of You , She touched many hearts and You are all in My thoughts and prayers ~hugs~

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: ~Dylan~ on February 20, 2009, 12:42:48 PM

I'm sad that she has passed, and know that she has gone to a better place...

I've been listening to this song quite a bit, and thinking of our Sister.  It's by the Editors.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=blP9LWyKqzI


~Dylan~

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Terran on February 20, 2009, 09:41:48 PM

Rest well, Sister...you will be missed.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: imogen{MTC} on February 21, 2009, 12:00:42 AM

i know i have not been in MTC in a long while, but when i heard of her passing from a fellow player at CC my heart sank. it began to hurt, she was a wonderful Ubara and a wonderful woman. i shall light her a white candle, and a blue candle. one for her to be able to find her way to her new home with the goddess, and the other to heal her soul of anything it may have sustained. with love i send my prayers to the goddess to keep our sister/Mistress's soul safe within her arms.


-imogen{MTC}

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Lady Snickers on February 21, 2009, 06:54:03 PM

I am sad to hear of the sad news....  She will be missed by many

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: -Alice- on February 21, 2009, 08:44:39 PM

It's too hard to see how people in my life are going to a better place...

And it's more harder than anything to say goodbye to them...

Nexhias is now with Angels, and I'm pretty sure than my boy is with her, and they both are watching us now...

Two days after my boy died, my niece wrote me something she read somewhere, translated to English it says:

"There's a place, in heaven, for all those angels watching over us, and each one has a candle, and everytime we drop a tear for them, that candle turns off..."

Let's not drop more tears, It's hard, I know, because I'm still crying after almost two years, but at the same time I think than they are in the best place ever and I feel protected, because they are looking and taking care of us...

Brandi, she will always be alive, inside our hearts...

Alice...

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Judy Telemakus, Caste of Physician, Kamp of the Kassar, PoD on February 22, 2009, 03:53:14 PM

I knew the wonderful Nexhias when I was the slave tamara.... she was a great woman and a great teacher.  I know I have moved on to other things but when I heard of her passing I know how many loved and admired her.  I know that everyone was close in this family.  I pray that the Ubar is doing well.

She will never be forgotten nor away from the camp for her memory will forever live in spirit.

Ubara Judy... Isle of Cos, PG

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: ki on February 23, 2009, 07:49:22 AM

left in the room

(04:34:19 ) Messenger Yellow sashed : has been sighted...


(04:35:01 ) Messenger Yellow sashed : I'm sorry to hear for the loss of The Ubara and wish this home well


(04:35:08 ) Messenger Yellow sashed : leaves...

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: RAGNAR on February 24, 2009, 02:27:39 PM

I have come to this thread so many times, had so many feelings, many memories, but am at a loss.

How can I place into words my feelings?

How can I express the sadness of my loss?

How can I express the comfort in knowing Nexi no longer hurts?

I guess that is not important.

What is important?




Nexi knows.

Title: Re: In Memoriam - Nexhias
Post by: Skylar of Mistledale on February 24, 2009, 06:19:06 PM

Thank you Raz for text message letting me know about Nex


to you all whom loved and mourn her passing... my thoughts and prayers...

to her family... my deepest sympathies...

to Nex.... no words can be found to say all that needs to be said...

rest in peace...