Since MazeGor is my Home now, my original writing belongs here, for better or worse.
Whatever other things I roleplay, my Caste is Scribe. Being earthborn, I wasn’t born into the Caste. I earned my way into it with my writing about the similarities and differences between Gor-of-the-books, and Gorean Roleplay.
Very rarely do I write one of these things solely as the Typist or solely as the Character. Kimba has only made one post to an IC Board, ever, that I recall. But usually, Kimba is doing the writing.
It is absolutely intrinsic to Kimba’s character that she writes. Kimba lives in a place in my brain. I can switch her off, but when she’s running, she’s her own person and I’m just typing.
These kind of articles are generated when something small gets Kimba started thinking about something bigger. The ideas roll around and bump into other ideas, and eventually it reaches the point where I flip the Kimba switch, and she won’t do anything else but write. Or talk about what she wants to write about.
As an artist, I know what it is to be compelled to create art, though I don’t try to understand where this compulsion resides and how it manifests. I just acknowledge it. And I think something like this happens with Kimba. Like Black Elk said, “You must dance your vision for the people.”
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People assign all kinds of motivations to me for writing these things, and these people are generally wrong. Either I have come to some profound revelation, and need to put it into words to fully grasp it – or I feel that I am struggling towards some such revelation and need some other feedback to help me fully grasp it.
I am only starting with this quote, because it exemplifies something I hear over and over and over again. So this article is not about this person, or the situation she was referring to, in any way.
but I agree with Shy... because they cant really type us to death...
In this Realm, so much depends on the reputation of the Leader. So while people can’t type you to death, they can type you into oblivion.
Perception trumps reality.
For example, 80% of the American public believe that Saddam had weapons of mass destruction, and had a hand in the 9/11 plot. It doesn’t matter that the facts have been proven otherwise.
Another example, one of the great public servants of our era is Jerry Brown. Term-limited out after two successful terms as California Governor 25 years ago, he could have retired after a couple second place showings for the Democratic nomination for President, in 1980 and 1992. But then he went on to win the Mayorship of Oakland, and revitalized that city, and then was appointed Attorney General of the state of California.
But he will always be Governor Moonbeam, the guy who has an unshakeable reputation for having no grasp of reality. I worked for him, I know him, I’ve had dinner with him. He is the most pragmatic person I have ever met. Perception trumps reality.
The science on this is cutting-edge, and not written into textbooks yet; but there seems to be no doubt that perception trumps reality. There might be an objective, external reality out there, but humans can’t perceive it. We are pretty sure we get pretty close, but here’s how it works.
We each construct in our brain, a model that we call external reality. We construct these models with sensory input, and alot of the information is accurate. But the brain can’t tell the difference between accurate information from the eyes, and inaccurate. It constructs it’s model based on what it has. This is why we have so many cases now where DNA is proving convicted people to be innocent of crimes for which they were convicted by eyewitness testimony. What the brain thinks it remembers seeing is more real than it what it actually saw. And scientifically, we know exactly how this occurs. 20% of vision is seen by the eyes, and 80% is filled in by the brain, from minimal clues.
But we also filter the input. There is particularly true with information gathered with hearing or reading. The eyes and ears gather raw data, and the brain attaches meaning to the data, and then evaluates meaning-attached data through various filters and preconceptions – and only then uses the edited data to construct the model of reality through which the brain moves the body.
For example, my sister tells me she bought a “nice, big house.” A part of my brain translates the sounds my sister’s mouth makes into meaningful words. Then another part of my brain analyzes what my sister, as an individual, meant by those particular words. For example, I know the house doesn’t have a fireplace or swimming pool, because my particular sister would have mentioned those things, if it did. Then my brain creates a model of what my sister’s new house likely looks like, and that becomes reality to me.
So, perception is reality, as far as our brains can tell. And if there is an external reality that disagrees with our model of reality, it’s irrelevant. Thus perception trumps reality.
I mean, that Kimbash board had all these different topical boards, but the one board with zero posts was the one “Personal Experiences With Kimba”. Not only does their perception trump my reality, they don’t even seek real input.
Much of Gor now has the perception that I am so far away from understanding Gor that I wear naked avis when I am portraying a Free Woman. Nobody wants to know the details, or the context of the particular situation where I did that. Nobody wants to know the reality. They just want to take an essentially false generalization, derived from an atypical example – and build a false model of reality around it.
There lies my quandary, and I am inviting people to give feedback to help me solve it.
If I know that perception trumps reality, and I know that the Leader’s reputation is of crucial importance to the success of the Home; how can I ignore false postings that detract from my credibility?
Beyond that, aside from using the boards to publicize it; how would people know what PClaw stands for, how we roleplay, and how we are different?