I know I left this a few days, but... I am sorry for my behavior sunday night. I'm still not totally sure what caused me to snap like that. but within minutes of getting in there I was sitting here sobbing in rt and my emotional state went totally to hell, and I don't know why. So I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be rude, I didn't mean to run out... I'm putting it down to how much I am missing Hubby right now.
Now.. I won't be in camp for a bit... because another major crisis has happened here, and my nerves are even worse than they were sunday night. Some of you met my roomate Donnie at the Gathering, and so you know he plays guitar. A few weeks ago he started practicing wiht a band, which has been going really really well. Now.. another background piece you need to know, is that one of his ex gf's by the name of Lori, has been talking a lot of stuff and trying to get him inn trouble. She was going around telling people that he cut the brake lines to her car... now.. I know he didn't do this for 3 simple reasons... Donnie doesn't have a car, he doesn't know where she lives, and he was working in Memphis at the time this supposedly occured. Plus, he'd never do anything that might put Lori's daughter at risk since he raised her for 3 years fromthe time she was 2 months old when they were dating. BUT... Lori's husband... yes some idiot went and married her a few months ago, believes her, and monday night, after band practice Donnie and one of the guys from the band went to the local bar for a beer, and after the guy left, Charlie (Lori's hubby) and a friend of his, jumped Donnie in the parking lot. Donnie is ok... well, mostly ok.. he has a broken wrist. But the guys never landed a punch on his face.. which I'm sure relieves all of you women who met him. *chuckles* Now.. here's the down side... they know where I live... and Charlie's friend threatened Donnie that they were going to show up here and get me too... Donnie went to his friends who are cops, who said that there was no point in charging them since they'd be in jail overnight and would come out REALLY looking for trouble... and actually told Donnie that if they show up here, to shoot them and drag em in the house. The cops are all doing periodic drivebys past my house to keep an eye on me but as you can imagine, things are a little tense here. Donnie's got his friends out looking for Lori and company and things are not going to be comfortable for them... they've alrady been banned from the bar, which was oneof their favorite hangouts, and the cops are keeping an eye open for their car and are going to harrass them as much as they can within the law.
So... my emotional state is not real good right now. I'm missing Roy, I have some people wanting to hurt me, my property, etc, and I have a very VERY poor patient in my house who is constantly bitching. He can't go to the hospital since he doesn't have insurance, so we have it wrapped in my wrist guard (it has a metal plate in it.. ) and an ace bandage so it won't move.. but the cats keep jumping on it... He's actually asleep right now... which is good.. he's only been able to sleep a couple of hours at a time. So.. since FW can't go kill people in Gor... and I have very murderous tendancies right now.. I've been playing Pirates... a lot....
I'll be back once things have calmed down.. and I don't feel so overwhelemed. Keep both of us in your prayers because honestly? The idea of someone showing up here while I'm alone scares the whey out of me. I'm keeping the cordless on me at all times so I can call 911 the moment I see that damned Firebird pull into my driveway.
Kitya aka Kiersten
