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Gorean Roleplay => Tuchuk Wagon Camp => MTC IC => Topic started by: Medi on May 12, 2009, 06:44:01 PM

Title: an apology
Post by: Medi on May 12, 2009, 06:44:01 PM

i kneel at the main campfire and regard all of those around me.  my large dark eyes are red from crying, shame, and lack of sleep.  the normal cheerful look on my face is gone, marred by a haunted look.

'this girl is really sorry for losing her composure on sunday, and getting so hysterical.  there was no excuse.  she will accept any punishment, and then learn and move on, if given the chance'

i crawl away, and sit off to the side, knees together, head lowered.

amanda

Title: Re: an apology
Post by: kelsey on May 13, 2009, 04:24:43 PM

I'm still coming in each night so we can get together in the kennel wagon and work on things.  I would like very much to include kadi too.  I think she can give you a perspective I can't.

Kelsey

Title: Re: an apology
Post by: Medi on May 14, 2009, 07:00:20 PM

thank You, Mistress.  i will watch for You when i am in camp, and will do what i can to get to the kennel wagon asap when i see You...or follow whatever commands You issue.  she wants to learn, and to do well.  thank You.

amanda

Title: Re: an apology
Post by: kadi{MTC} on May 15, 2009, 04:27:43 PM

amanda if you wanna talk abot anything either catch me in camp or here is my msn

kadi5@hotmail.co.uk

Title: Re: an apology
Post by: Medi on May 16, 2009, 11:15:48 AM

thank you, Kadi, sis.  last night was a huge help for me.  i was able to get a thing off of my chest that has plagued me ever since it occurred, and had negatively colored my perception of the site, and led me to draw conclusions that simply weren't true, that kept me spiraling down.  i have also been doing some serious thinking during the week, and putting your comments together with my ruminations, things fell into place a bit more, and i believe that i am in the right place, and that 'amanda' is the right character for me, the typist.  i believe, now, that 'amanda' can return to the kajira that had such good potential at the beginning, and that she will be given a chance to do so.  it may take time, but that is OK.  i will keep studying the Tuchuk pages, reading the Gorean novels, and doing chores and making each serve the best that i can.

and, of course, i will not be reluctant to ask for help from you, and others.

take care, sister.  hugs.  and i will be here for you, too.

amanda

Title: Re: an apology
Post by: RAGNAR on May 16, 2009, 11:45:46 AM

 ;)

Title: Re: an apology
Post by: kadi{MTC} on May 16, 2009, 04:40:23 PM

your welcome sis i only spoke the truth kadi is glad that we have you back, hugs and kisses