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Gorean Roleplay => Tuchuk Wagon Camp => MTC IC => Topic started by: CinaSinclaire on May 25, 2009, 08:21:39 AM
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I am directing my post to this post from you.
Yes its on the chores boards where the slave post what they have been doing in camp.
So for the most part I never really give it much thought nor do I look them over.I did happen today to do so!!!!!!!..
And at this point I dont give a rats ass what happends as to weather or not I should respond or weather this is a safe place for the slaves to post and no one responds back to it.. I dont know..
So that this clear I am pissed off big time!!!Have I ever said a unkind word to you ? Have I ever acted mean harsh uncaring unfeeling or down right bitchy...............
you posted that the last three days have been hard for you I am sorry .. (( and in my roleplaying cause further upset again it wont happen again..)) But I need to say that what ever else might have happend was not My doing..
It was brought to me that I needed to get more involved in role play..that when I and maybe a few slaves were there to roleplay doing things,,Maybe I should have shared thats what I was doing!! So last night when I was talking to you and dilshad it was to try and come up with maybe some thing that could be done when... after all normal task were done and no frees needing tending to that Maybe and forgive Me for being stupid in my thinking that doing something fun was sooooooooooo wrong to try and come up with..Not that you posted about that chat last night.
Now to your post about what happend the night after the twister...(Let Me say I am sooo sorry for involving you it wont happen again))))
In fairness to roleplay what I stated off was not far fetched..If it upset you I am sorry for that was NOT my plan or meaning to do so..
As to you comment to being thrust into my roleplay again I am sorry (( it wont happen again))
But for you to comment on the posting that I made about the point is NOT your place to do so..
That was for all Yes but so I could help other to help Me in how I have to conduct myself while I am online..(( No thats not your fault or in any way yours to control))
May I also point out that what Happend was Between the Frees. Meaning Shy and Myself also directed to all cause thats what I had to do if I wished to stay online..As it was posted to my post (( shit happends)) That I neeed to roll with the punches so to speak,,
So when the roleplay started of Me having a miscarrage again I was not trying to upset any one!!
It was not far fetched,, it could happen Just like the ST posting of the warrior that landed infront of where I was under the wagon dead..One might think that was tramatic to have witnessed,,.Leaping under a wagon to get out of harms way could have hurt me or the baby... again not far fetched..
As to the fuck please try and think about how ones roleplay may effect others
Trust me I shall, Let Me say that all further role play will be run by Ragnar or Raz and or those of the Frees I feel I should check with in the future..!!
As for Myself and you.. I will Greet and you should greet. but for the time being that is all that will be needed.
I am sure there is Much I need to learn about and as time goes on I will. but I am pissed Maybe I need to become harden towords the slaves But for Now I wont.....
As I need to remember that for every action there is a reaction so do you!!!!!
Mistress Cina
Re: CHORES
« Reply #2642 on: May 23, 2009, 07:33:52 AM »
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i really hope things go in 'threes' because the last three nights have been....i don't even know the word
she was never so upset as she was last night. pissed and then plain old hurting. came seriously close to x'ing out or refusing to r/p
for One whom has already come to the boards to speak about 'drama r/p' and its effect on others etc i find it highly ironic to be thrust into the situation i was in. i understand it was realistic r/p to the Camp. i did get a pm to tell me what She was doing (after our r/p was already established). neither are enough to warrant a slave not to go along but for fucks sake maybe stop and think what r/p'ing a miscarriage might have on those directly involved
hated being a slave
loved the ladle r/p
had a good talk
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greetings Mistress
You are right Mistress, you have never said an unkind, harsh, uncaring, unfeeling or down right bitchy thing her, Mistress
yes a girl had many difficult nights in a row, one of them was her r/p with you. part of her responsibility of posting on the chore board includes what she learned/felt from her experiences. they are not always positive but they are always honest and that does not automatically make them a complaint
a girl never thought and believes never acted like she thought you are stupid or wrong and is pretty sure she did not tell you how to r/p Mistress.
a girl did post about our talks night Mistress, when she mentioned about trying to find answers to what slaves do for fun etc.
a girl acknowledged in that same chore post you quoted that she realized the miscarriage theme was realistic to r/p
kiah understands that Mistress never needs to explain to her, including Her choice of what or how she r/p's Mistress
she will try harder to remember that (posts to) 'ALL' does not necessarily include a slave
miscarriages will remain a trigger of highly emotional response due to r/t. it is something she failed to leave 'at the door' and may be something she always struggles with. she realizes she did not do her best but did muster most of her strength to offer what little roleplay/reaction she did.
she understands that you are beyond displeased with her actions, words and thoughts. she thanks you for being willing to still greet a girl and will obey your wants of not interacting with you beyond a greeting.
she wishes you well,
kiah{MTC}
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Walks back up..
1, I never posted you were complaining..
2, I said my own thoughts must have been stupid,I never said you said they were.
3 I never said you told me how to roleplay. just that my roleplay upset you.
4 Posting about what we were talking about is good open up talk.
5 Did not say you said that the miscarrage roleplaying was unrealistic..
6yes in your post you pointed out this.. and this is your quote..but for fucks sake maybe stop and think what r/p'ing a miscarriage might have on those directly involved
So that maybe a valid responce or not its yours..
7 when you brought up My post of what happend at the point..My responce was to all including slave so all would Know what Bob/Talon said I could and could not do..(( and thats My cross to bare))
8 I am truely sorry that this happend to you and it brought up painfull memories in r/t again I would have no knowlage of this happing as to this was r/t.. for you!
9 And being new to the room if the rules for roleplay alowed Any Free or slave not to roleplay in something that is painfull or upsetting..I would have fully understood had you posted back to Me and I would have left you out of the roleplay I would have had No issue with it..( again I will be utterly carefull in my roleplay Not to do anything with out First checking it out with whome ever is there that may be roleplaying with Me..)
10 As to No interaction for a while Thats how it will be,, (( I do know real people are behind the puter so Know that .. as for R/T I have no anger or ill feelings or wishes for you))and I am NOT saying you dont know that there are real people behind the puter!!
I will make No further post on these issues.. I wish a slave well.
Mistress Cina
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The petty bickering/bitching/whining/complaining will cease. I will say a few words in OOC about this and it will be done.
Raz