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Gorean Roleplay => Tuchuk Wagon Camp => MTC OOC => Topic started by: Melanie on March 29, 2010, 07:41:01 PM

Title: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Melanie on March 29, 2010, 07:41:01 PM
I know I'm supposed to be around a lot more often than usual, as r/t circumstances have changed again, for the better....or so I hope....

But...I need to take a V/T break. R/T is spinning out of control for me...and I need to concentrate on getting myself together. I don't know how long of a break it's going to be....A lot of things will be changing again for me...and I'm in no state of mind to do MTC the justice it deserves....

I apologize, Family...It pains me to be writing this message...but r/t needs my immediate, and complete attention right now. 

I love you all...if ya don't got my msn.... executivetattoo@hotmail.com ....make sure to send your mtc name with the request...but I don't know when I'll be r/ping again...

Tons of LOVE,
Mel  :-*
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: ndndancer on March 29, 2010, 07:58:00 PM
*sad sigh as i read this with mixed feelings* i'm so very glad that life has taken an upswing for You Mistress.  i'm going to miss You........ Your words, well, i may be following You offline........ i understand spinning out of control and hope things calm down a bit for You soon!....

Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: razz|n.o.i.r on March 29, 2010, 08:19:16 PM
It was good to get to know you in the time you have been around. When you do return. There will be open arms for a hug, and an av. It is rough when r/t spirals out of control, and I know this one well. -hugs-. Am only a msg away darlin. Take care, watch your 6 and all of that.

See you around..
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Terran on March 29, 2010, 08:54:28 PM
Take care of yourself, we will be here when you return. Message me if you get time.
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RAGNAR on March 29, 2010, 09:29:21 PM
RT does come first.

 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Kimba~ on March 29, 2010, 09:33:05 PM
And when you come back, if they won't let you have the bathtub party in MTC, I'll set one up someplace else.

Be well.
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RickBulow74 on March 29, 2010, 10:04:03 PM
RT is first and always. I enjoyed watching your RP as well as interacting with you when I was a Guest and Visitor in Tuchuk as well as meeting you at the Point Trading Post.
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: rep on March 30, 2010, 04:05:44 AM
You will be thought of and missed, Mistress

kiah{MTC}
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Mercilayne on March 30, 2010, 05:08:24 AM
Take care of yourself Mel and hope to see you back soon! 
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Taryn on March 30, 2010, 08:36:13 AM
Sis, take care of yourself and strangle r/t until it releases you to return home, but I know that you have already tried that a time or two in the past week or so and it won't allow you to do such... Do know that I and many others of the home will be here when you are able to return and will welcome you back with open arms... Be sure I will be adding you to my MSN, though it's not really MSN, but Yahoo, as they have allowed us to add either or to that, I have resorted to using Yahoo, since for some odd reason the new MSN will not install on this laptop... ~shakes fist at the program~

Anyway, I will be in touch with you as there are a few things I want to talk to you about, but it's nothing bad... ~snickers~ Take care of yourself, Sis and know you will always be in my thoughts and hoping that you get an early reprieve from r/t... ~hugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggles~ You are loved Sis!
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Medi on March 30, 2010, 12:19:12 PM
Do take care, Mel, r/t is the most important thing that all of us have to deal with.  Your family will be here when you are ready to r/p again. 

Leda really enjoyed our r/p during the migration.  It was very intense, at times, but interacting with you was very pleasant, and fun.

Be well, Melanie.

Medi
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Melanie on March 30, 2010, 10:24:57 PM
*blinks back the wetness in my eyes from the...dust in this damn desert...wink, wink*...

Just wanted to say thank ya, Fams and Friends for the warm regards...they are -deeply- appreciated.

And to show ya just how much I want my ass back in MTC...I've stepped up my game, and in less than 24 hours after writing this post...I got myself a job and start tomorrow. *woot*. and there's a few other good perks with the job... ;D ...

So yeah...I'm seein' light on the horizon...but still got some darkness to muddle through...

Love Ya All!!  :-*
Mel
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RAGNAR on March 31, 2010, 07:26:06 AM
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RickBulow74 on March 31, 2010, 10:03:43 AM
Major props to you Melanie! :)
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Alex on March 31, 2010, 10:22:22 AM
Congrats on the good news! Hope this brings good things your way
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Melanie on April 01, 2010, 04:37:15 PM
Further update...

And because I am busting my ass...After two days of training, instead of three days, I'm off training and making cash-in hand tomorrow!!

So the rays of light are beginning to peak over those mountaintops on the horizon!!

*blows kisses and showers with love*...Thanks for the support and encouragement, Fams and Friends! It helps...tons...

Love,
Mel
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Mercilayne on April 01, 2010, 05:29:21 PM
YAY  congrats Mel!  -grins-  Hope things continue to do well for you.
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Taryn on April 02, 2010, 08:47:31 AM
WOW and congratulations Sis! ~huggggggggggggggles~ Sounds like things are going good, or better than good... Take care of yourself and I hope you are able to return soon, because I need someone to help me get out of this rut of being good... ~makes a face that resembles pain and torture~ Love ya Sis!
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: ndndancer on April 02, 2010, 09:13:35 AM
Oh wow, congratulations Mistress!!!...... *does a snoopy dance for You*....
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Melanie on April 07, 2010, 08:10:03 PM
 ???  ???  ???  ???

So...there's a long-time brewing storm peeking over that once brightening horizon...

Drastic changes are going to be happening in a matter of weeks...again...
Only Karma and Murphey know where I'm going to end up as plans have been moved ahead far sooner than expected.
So....still major ass bustin' time...I'll try to keep in touch...but I have no idea when I'm going to be playing again...
R/T is eatin' me alive...

Love ya'll TONS!
Mel
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: razz|n.o.i.r on April 07, 2010, 08:45:41 PM
-rubs some good karma on you, then gives you the gun to shoot Murphey with-..Hope it evens out for you sooner rather than later darlin. Keep in touch..-winx n hugs-
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RAGNAR on April 08, 2010, 02:40:54 AM
Do what needs be done.

RT comes first. Your family will be here to welcome you home.

 :-* :-* :-*
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Ariakas on April 08, 2010, 05:56:28 PM
Oh wow, congratulations Mistress!!!...... *does a snoopy dance for You*....

hehe loves the snoopy dance!

Congrats!
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RickBulow74 on April 09, 2010, 01:16:56 AM
Oh wow, congratulations Mistress!!!...... *does a snoopy dance for You*....

hehe loves the snoopy dance!

Congrats!

Ariakas, I have the snoopy dance here

(http://usera.ImageCave.com/RickBulow1974/animatedsnoopy-vi.gif)

And if you love the snoopy dance, then you will love this one
(http://usera.ImageCave.com/RickBulow1974/catdance.gif)
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RAGNAR on April 09, 2010, 07:37:30 AM
LOL
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RickBulow74 on April 09, 2010, 08:23:12 AM
LOL

The things that one can find online. I swear. *hands on my hips and shaking my head chuckling*
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Melanie on April 24, 2010, 02:07:22 AM
Alright.....the most recent update.....

I'm still alive.....HA!

I'm starin' at this screen...trying to figure out what to type without sounding like a whining three-year-old....but nothing's coming to mind...except....that things aren't looking very bright for me....

Stuck in a crossroads..and not sure what to do...but I'm sure something will come to mind...

love ya, everyone...hope to chat soon....as r/p is furthest from my mind at this point....

Mel
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RAGNAR on April 24, 2010, 04:08:43 AM
:'( :'( :'(

 :-*
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Mercilayne on April 24, 2010, 11:17:58 AM
-sends hugs and best of wishes- 
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Melanie on May 07, 2010, 11:57:22 AM
So...I've been in North Carolina for about two+ weeks.....

I left a job worth $450 a week to come be a piercer in a shop for $150 a week.......*sighs*.....

Lying thieving pieces of SHIT!!!...I ran out of the rest of my money just renting a room in someone else's house to just try and keep a roof over my head.... So here I be...in North Carolina...lovin' the scenery...completely pissed at my boss...who's taking half the money I earn and not doing ANYTHING to keep me busy....what a trade off....Coulda stayed in that damn desert and had my own shop open in another month.....

Love the east coast though...screw that nasty, dry, hot-as-hell desert....

So...who knows when I'll be around...but I miss everyone...and love ya'll very much....take care of yourselves!!

Mel
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RAGNAR on May 07, 2010, 08:36:39 PM
Keep on swinging sis!!! You can make it. I have faith in you!!!

 :-* :-* :-*
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Mercilayne on May 07, 2010, 08:39:28 PM
See, the east coast isn't that bad  -lol-  Good to hear from you.  take care of yourself and know you're in thoughts and prayers.  Good luck sis.
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Melanie on June 19, 2010, 01:07:09 AM
 :'( :'( :'( :'(

Well....this break has definately proven to be longer than I intended....So...further update, because I'm still not able to get back into v/t

Winds of change are blowing again. And whatever is going to happen in my life in a matter of a few days, it can only get better....

*edits for own purposes*.....Unknown factors have changed situations....for better or for worse...things are going to be changing, differently than expected.

I have no idea when I'll have net, and when I won't...shit...I have no idea what I'm going to do at this point...but beyond jumping into someone else's bed, which I am so not doing, anything's gotta be better than this shit.

I love ya, Fams, miss ya'll something fierce...but my r/t...is such a bitch most of the time!!!!...I'm hoping to change that.

And just as women are Man's ruin...it works vice versa as well!

Mel

Wish me luck on my uncertain journey of the future!  :-* :-* :-* :-*
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: RAGNAR on June 19, 2010, 07:34:13 AM
All the luck and love in the world sis!!!

You are in my prayers!!!

*Huggers*
 :-* :-* :-*
Title: Re: Need to take a break from V/T....
Post by: Mercilayne on June 19, 2010, 10:09:43 AM
Take care of yourself and do what is best.  We'll be here for you.  You are in my thoughts and prayers.