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Gorean Roleplay => Tuchuk Wagon Camp => MTC OOC => Topic started by: razz|n.o.i.r on July 21, 2010, 08:48:44 AM

Title: Beat The Odd's
Post by: razz|n.o.i.r on July 21, 2010, 08:48:44 AM: Alright. I felt like I wanted to post this. I'm sorry if anyone changes how they view me over it.

Today July 21'st 2010 is a celebration day for me. On this day 13 years ago? I stopped doing chemical drugs, and have remained clean all this time. I beat the odds. At the time? I was in really bad shape. 5'8, and 85#. The Dr's didn't think I was going to survive. Yet I fought to get myself back, and I did. No methadone for life and yea...I now weigh more, and take good care of my body.

So If anyone ever thinks that they cant surpass something just because its 'hard'? I am living proof that you can do anything you put your mind to! I'm now much healthier, and have two wonderful kids.

Anyways. Off to celebrating with tea. -snicker-.. ;D ;D ;D ;D

P.S; Who says being a stubborn bitch was a bad thing? -winx n goes-
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: Alex on July 21, 2010, 10:23:39 AM: Congrats Darlin, you should be very proud of yourself.. and Im glad your still around so good deal.. enjoy your day!
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: NightStorm on July 21, 2010, 11:51:13 AM: Congratulations, hon!!

And here's to many more years! *toasts you with a big cup of herbal tea*

NS
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: Shylina Marie on July 21, 2010, 12:19:36 PM: YAYYYYYYYY TEA PARTY........ toasts with a glass of ICED TEA. congrats hon... you made and you are still moving forward.

hugs
Shy
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: Ariakas on July 21, 2010, 02:23:11 PM: Happy anniversary... many people try to do this and fail... enjoy today :)
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Post by: Mercilayne on July 21, 2010, 04:10:50 PM: WooHooo sis! -grins- Congrats and I'm soo proud of you. But you knew that already.
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: razz|n.o.i.r on July 21, 2010, 07:11:06 PM: -loves on you guys-...Thank you very much for those words. Wasn't easy posting it. but i had to. Appreciate it all very much.
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: Medi on July 21, 2010, 07:16:10 PM: The posting took courage, but what you have done is awesome, and very inspiring...
:)
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: RAGNAR on July 21, 2010, 08:14:59 PM: Well sis... your post DOES change my view of you very much.

I dislike users of illicit drugs. I dislike their existence, their sales and distribution, and I dislike those who profit from their use and existence.

So yes... my view of you has changed.

I am even more proud to hold you close as a family member for your ability to break free of those shackles, rise up, and become the Woman you have become. My sis is loved!!! Continue on course and earn even higher esteem and respect.

*Huggers* :-*
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: razz|n.o.i.r on July 22, 2010, 12:56:35 AM: Quote from: RAGNAR on July 21, 2010, 08:14:59 PM
Well sis... your post DOES change my view of you very much.

I dislike users of illicit drugs. I dislike their existence, their sales and distribution, and I dislike those who profit from their use and existence.

So yes... my view of you has changed.

I am even more proud to hold you close as a family member for your ability to break free of those shackles, rise up, and become the Woman you have become. My sis is loved!!! Continue on course and earn even higher esteem and respect.

*Huggers* :-*

They are nothing more than leeches. Scum sucking pricks who would care less about anyone but themselves. I will never be proud of that part of my past bro. Ever. Only proud of beating that life, and gaining an awesome one.

Thank you. -hugs-..Rise up I damned will..n half of it. thanks to you. period.
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: Serinna on July 24, 2010, 09:08:35 AM: I agree with Rags whole heartedly, Sarant. I had a stepfather that was an alcoholic and used marijuana. if he used other drugs I wouldnt know nor do I care as he is no longer in My live and hasnt been for almost 20 years. granted, they arent as bad as some of the other drugs out on the street but still. while I was a young child, I went through experiences that no child should ever witness. due to his lifestyle, the drugs and alcohol, he abused My mother, one instance I saw first hand.

dont ever for one minute think that We will look at You in disgust or loathing. anyone that does, in My opinion is not worthy of having You as a Friend. You took charge of Your life and turned it around completely. be proud of that and who You are as a Person inside as well as out.

Serinna Nightblade
MTC
Someone
VERY
proud to say
You are My Friend
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: razz|n.o.i.r on July 24, 2010, 12:14:03 PM: Thank you everyone. Each and every word, ment more to me than you all will ever know. -wipes eyes-. Each and every one of you? I see as family. This time of year is very difficult. In r/t? I am alone with no family nearby. No lifelong friends to turn to from moving all over this forsaken planet. Feeling honored isn't even enough of a word to describe how I feel about you all.

Though through this time. I am turning to family, and regardless of how difficult and stubborn I can be. There are still those there with strong shoulders, and I thank you all for it.

-leaves tight hugs- tyvm. :-*
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: RAGNAR on July 24, 2010, 07:33:30 PM: :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-*
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: Fishy! on July 26, 2010, 11:38:26 AM: -gets to the tea party late-

as Ive said before and will say again, I love you and am super proud of you. 13 years is a long time to fight, and its incrediable that you never went back or fell off the horse or whatever they call it.

I mean it.

youre awesome.

<3 Fishy!
Title: Re: Beat The Odd's
Post by: razz|n.o.i.r on July 30, 2010, 11:55:06 AM: - :-* :-* :-* :-* UbarBro back-

Ty Shoko. Also yes. No falling off the band wagon, or the horse..or Turnip Truck. Thank you..-hugs tight-..means a lot.

ok no worries everyone. shuttin up on this thread now. It can go away. -snicker-