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Gorean Roleplay => Tuchuk Wagon Camp => MTC OOC => Topic started by: Dream on October 23, 2005, 10:47:07 PM
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As dreamy, she says good bye to those who became her second family, MTC. Each of you will hold a special place in my heart. There were good times, there were bad times, happy and sad times. But this has become a sad time that she cannot handle. I thought about taking dreamy into a room and having her attacked and killed by sleen, but I'm hurting enough as it is. So, instead, dreamy will be placed on a shelf, letting time heal her. I don't know when, or if, dreamy will return. Some of you hold very special places in my heart, and I would hope that you know who you are. If I tried to list what each of you has meant to me over the past two years, this post would be painfully long, and at the moment, I can't see through the tears enough to type much more, and I would be afraid of missing someone.
Love can be so cruel sometimes.
Be well Tuchuk, I will miss you. :'(
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~grabs you up in a huggggge huggggggle not wanting to let go, but knows that to heal she will have to~
dreamy girl, I will miss you, miss your smiles, miss everything about you... loves you lots and if you ever need an ear to bend you know where to find me...
~leaves you a bunch of hugggggggles and kisssssses and loves to last you until we see each other again~
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*huggers my dream.*
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Sweetheart, I don't know what's going on... I'm quite simply out of the loop... I don't know if your Master has left MTC, if you've been uncollared... but whatever it is, I know it's broken your heart, and I'm so very sorry that it's so...
Please IM me... I don't think I'm stepping out of line when I say on behalf of MTC that you are one hell of a slave. One day, I hope you have healed enough to return.
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~gentle hugs~
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-hugs the dreamster-
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hugs you tightly..
hope all goes well dream and maybe one day you come back home..even if just to visit...
hugs
cat :-* :-* :-* :-*
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~leaving warm hugs~ hope that your heart heals hon. you have my thoughts and prayers that one day you might be able to return~even if it's just to visit
love ya dreamy~
~lure~
{MTC}
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I've been trying to think about exactly what to say to you, hon.. I said a bit of it last night in camp, but I don't feel like I've said enough.
Some of my memories have never come back to me after the accident.. However, it's funny what little things do remain.. I remember silly things like Kiril riding to the Alars on a verr because he decided that he was afraid to ride a kaiila. I remember my vulo trainer antics that made phoebe start laughing out loud at work and made her look like a nut.. I remember the night when Kan became "Sugar Tushie" to me..
and..
I remember the very first day this girl came into camp, without a clue in the world of what she was doing.. I can recall her telling me about five bazillion times that she would never get it. I can recall telling her, over and over, to just trust me to see in her what she wasn't seeing in herself just yet.. I remember all of these ups and downs.. successes and mistakes.. I can remember having to be firm and perhaps tell her what she didn't want to hear.. but I can also remember how good it felt to promote her and to see her reach her goals.. and to see her become what I'd told her that she was all along.. See, even though she started as my trainee way back as a kettle slave, and remained there, learning and growing.... She also became my friend OOC as well...
Through the last few years, we've seen ups and downs, yet we've remained friends through everything.. We've had out disagreements, but we've always come away from those as friends.. I know you are hurting so much right now, and for that, my heart breaks.. You also know that you have my support in whatever you decide to do.. I do love ya, hon..
I hope that your heart mends, and you can find the strength to return. I hope that you will learn a lesson that it took me a very long time to learn.. That is, lean on those who love you for strength.. Ya see, you can borrow theirs when you don't have it.. They can't take your pain, but they can make it bearable.. Know that you are loved, and find comfort in that..
I do love ya, hon... no matter what..
Love,
Yaya
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i will miss you lots sis... we had some fun.. i remember the talks we had an will hold them close to my heart ..
leavin ya lots of huggles...
chanz... :'(