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Gorean Roleplay => Tuchuk Wagon Camp => MTC OOC => Topic started by: DJ Kan on November 19, 2005, 07:36:20 PM
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Tal My Family.
I'm sure most of You have noticed I haven't been around in quite a long time. there are a few reasons behind that. One a few know about, the Others was looking for work, which I did get, but shortly got fired because I had to goto the hospital, I had gotten into a fight (not at work) I kicked the guys ass, but in the process I strained/pulled My neck and back muscles (which even right now I'm still in a lot of pain over) I have to go see a physical therapist for it. I am often overly highly medicated because I have somehow built an immunity to the Ultram and Methocarbamol, thus having to take more then I should, My attention span is shot, My mind is often else where and generally do not feel "alive" as it were. -sighs a lil- Now it has gotten worse, Yesturday Ray/Aeryon took My Mom to the Hospital, she was having chest pain. They are doing tests to see exactly what the problem is, she MIGHT have to get a pace maker, which means she'll have to have surgery. I am not to happy about the fact she has to go under the knife, but if it has to be done, then so be it. I just worry is all. I am not a mama's boy, but she is MY mother and I do love her alot.
I am not asking for sympathy, I am just asking Everyone to understand why I am not in camp all that much and why I tend to refuse talking about Gor or RP at times or Anything period. Why My temper rises alot faster then it normally does. Why I am distant when I do talk. I never saw Myself as a weak man, at times perhaps, but generally no, The past couple of years has been nothing short of Serious Testing of My Willpower among other things. I am not a Religious person, most of My RT friends usually call Me a pagan at best. I was however born an raised Catholic till I was 14 when I was given the choice, and choose other paths. My point is, since I had that previous experiance I do have a small amount of faith, it's not the greatest, but it is there. I know things will improve in time, I know My Mother will be alright. I just need the time to heal as it were, I know My family is here for Me, but I can not afford to step foot into Camp let My anger flare for no reason, and "Show My Ass" as Ubar likes to tell Me when I do become an ass. -s-
I love You all in different ways. even the ones who are Annoying -w- do not ask, I won't say. -hugs everyone- One thing I love about this family is it's ability of Understanding, I doubt I could find that in mass anywhere else. if I feel up to it I will show My ugly mug every once in awhile untill I am sure I can be the person Everyone knows. My Messengers are usually Open, well Q barely is but I open it from time to time.
-takes a deep breath, and meanders away to get My bearings-
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just leaves You hugs and kisses to let You know she is always here for You and hopes that the things going on in Your life will allow You to come home soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Tal bro...
we will speak very soon!!!
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*leaves lots of hugs for You*
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-does the same as I did on MSN and just leaves big understanding hugs-
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~slips in and gives Ya gentle hugs~
i promise Master to keep Your nekkie baby pictures under wrap until You are able to chase me around camp when i show them to all the Wimmen...
~scoots............FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
~talena
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Well, they are to put the pace maker in My mom in about an hour or so. -goes back to My void-
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Your mom is in My prayers. and so are You. I hope You get better soon and I hope Your mom gets better soon. You know I am always there for You no matter what. We have been friends for to long.
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leavin ya lots of hugs toooo..
chanz
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~curls up in Your lap giving You big mushey hugs~
You have this ones thoughts and well wishes Master....as well as a shoulder and an ear if You ever need one....
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leaves Ya tons of hugs for You and mom both- You know where i am Master, loves Yyou both