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Gorean Roleplay => Tuchuk Wagon Camp => MTC OOC => Topic started by: Geona on February 13, 2006, 04:02:45 PM

Title: good bye
Post by: Geona on February 13, 2006, 04:02:45 PM

Its been coming for a few hands now. I thought Myself, I could play this role play out .. but I find I can not as whispers filter through out camp. I am not one to point fingers or say this is what You said or did, nor have I ever been one to keep scripts, My word has always been enough and now even that is question.

Geona was a Lady, though Meek and demure she was far from weak. She stood her ground , when it wasnt pulled from beneath her. I can no longer play her by other ppls standards or thoughts. She was hurt, and hurt badly and not allowed to show it, she simply began to muttle through each day and do the best she could not to cause anymore waves, she feels shes caused most of what has happened of late.. but noone knew.. it doesnt matter now.

I knwo some will see My departuer, or hers as dishonorable and there is nothing I can do about it... when Id stand My ground noone listened.

I do wish to thank the Ubar for the countless days of counciling and telling Me what He thought.. and to Taryn for seeing something in Geona noone else did.. her heart, Her love and her genuine wish to be a part of the family.

Its come to My ears that Geona will never be fully accepted because Raziel loves Her, and she may never prove herself worthy. I do not know what else she could have done.

I wish You all well.. and know that this is the aboslute hardest thing, short of letting go of My past chars mate who died rt...

I love You all..

and Raziel.. I do not know what to say, Geona loved You enough to give up her own heart.. and let all think ill of her just to forgive You.. and still it wasnt enough..

Geona is shelved.. and gone..

The typest behind Geona

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: kadi{MTC} on February 13, 2006, 04:23:44 PM

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

You cant go You cant let O/others run You off, You are better then that and she dont care if she gets punished for posting, You cannot leave, You love Raz, Raz loves You, fuck anyone else its nothing to do with them what You do, You are You full stop and if others dont like it tell them to kiss Your lilly white ass

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: LadyMuse on February 13, 2006, 04:32:47 PM

*blinks*

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: Raziel on February 13, 2006, 04:35:09 PM

You have got to be kidding me?  And you decided this when I came in this afternoon and you said be well then left without a reply to me?

Raz

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: LadyMuse on February 13, 2006, 04:36:17 PM

*shakes My head softly and bites My tongue before I lash out in a direction I shoulnd't* Geona...Council does nto vote in a Member soely becuase a Council Member is in Love with Them....trust Me...this I know..


LM

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: Geona on February 13, 2006, 04:38:29 PM

Raziel I had not decided anything when I talked to You this afternoon .. what was told to Me came later..

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: Raziel on February 13, 2006, 04:44:26 PM

Read my signature...because now....yeah...Im pissed.

Raz

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: One Eye on February 13, 2006, 04:44:51 PM

not allowed to show it... living up to others expectations...   sorry I must  have been  in another room...  seems all any one has done for the last several days is cater to your mood swings and your constant poor pity me... and as much as I like you as a friend I am not goign to be one of those begging you to come back... I am not goign to feed into that cycle of.. no one loves me I'm gogin to leave.


 if you find peace   I am happy for you... but this was a damned sorry way to  treat peopel that have done nothign but try and  be supportive and help you


 OE/Paul

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: Vala on February 13, 2006, 05:06:24 PM

~ simply blinks  and wonders Wwho I need to give an ass whippen too~



You My Sister will be missed... But We should not allow Oothers thoughts or opinonsto hinder us no matter what..  hugs you...



Vala

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: Terran on February 13, 2006, 05:08:50 PM

-drags kadi off- such language, Mine...Good luck in your endeavors, Geona.

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: Taryn on February 13, 2006, 05:25:29 PM

~doesn't care anymore~

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: Faramir on February 13, 2006, 05:52:47 PM

I. for One, hate to see You leave, You were a friend when I had few. I liked You from the first and was happy when You became part of Our Family, I called You Sis not only because You are Tuchuk but because that is how I felt toward You.  You are Tuchuk, face the fool or fools that speak ill of You and know that You have friends that stand beside You. Now I am pissed and lord have mercy on those fools cause at least two of Your Brothers won't.

Your Brother
JEB

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: Dream on February 13, 2006, 09:19:30 PM

Am in shock, not knowing what to say, yet, knowing how I have felt, am able to somewhat understand it.  But, You were so loved Geona .. by Raz and the rest of Your family here.  I am sad to see You go .. and wish You hadn't.  I will miss You

JoJo

Title: Re: good bye
Post by: Amantha on February 13, 2006, 10:24:14 PM

unable to even speak reading this.. feeling like I have lost truely My Twin.