depends.
Do I have an apology or not?
In my ten years here, you've never talked to me in an ooc forum like you did in february, and then you turned it into a Ragnar/Dilly type arguement where I simply was tearing you apart. I didnt have the advantage of SEEING that you were joking, all's I saw was a silence order, and that's exactly what you got.
AND I'll fill you in on the last 3 months......
thyroid failure
peripheral neuropathy
possible pituitary tumor
emg testing
twisted esophagus
possible thyroid cancer
$34,000 dollars to pay for taxes ((no that's not a typo, we had to pay $34,000 in taxes this year))
cut to 20hrs per week for health reasons
legs dont work on some days
legs and arms go numb or cramp up so bad I cant get out of bed
metabolism is at stand still
two football teams to be sports information director for ((www.redhawksfootball.us and www.kearsargefootball.org))
two boys in baseball
two boys doing sunday football
building the house ((garage is done, house is being built now))
blood testing twice weekly
med changes twice weekly
not sleeping for 4 days straight then sleeping for 3 days straight
muscles twitching and tweaking
quality time with boys
quality time with husband
hhrmmm.......and as of today, you can nix the tumor and the cancer, mri just came back negative, so there's one thing off my list.
so no, mtc hasnt exactly been on the priority list
however, if you're dont acting like a spoiled brat and claiming all your interactions with me from now on will simply have no humor in them, I'd be happy to bring Kar back from the brink.
It is obvious you seek only to insult me and give me an ultimatum. As much as you are loved... and as much as I wish you to remain Ubara and my Companion...this ultimatum will not happen, not in my Gor. You have taken an Out Of Character situation and brought it In Character by allowing it to affect your character in camp and the camp in general.
exactly the drama bullshit I dont fucking need nor will I put up with. Insult you? good god Man, I love you.
If you cant see that I am not on a power trip ....not on an insulting trip, than god help you because I cant.
not once did I get an email
not once did I get a call
not once did I get anything but calling me out in public.
and of course I have the time to come in.
again........you turn everything into my fault. *sighs*
this is exactly the crap I dont want.
Do what you want with the fucking story, quite frankly I dont care at this point.
just remember, I dont WANT to run you, I dont WANT to control things, I dont play these STUPID ONLINE SOAP OPERA FUCKING GAMES!
and why did you have to pull the damn post I did? obviously I knew what I wrote, did you HAVE to reemphasize it? whats the point exactly?
I did nothing wrong, I'm DOING nothing wrong, and would really fucking appreciate it if you'd stop turning everything into my problem, and what I'm doing to you, cause its childish.
and come and SEE how things are? you've already TOLD me how things are going to be....eh? walk in for MORE crap? ok, not today thanks, I'll take a nuclear bomb check.
do what you "have to do" ......
who's crossing here? I dont run tuckuck? I'm female? blah blah blah. fuck that AND your double standards.
you either be a man and apologize for being an asshole, or you get to do what YOU want with Karanis because I simply wont be here for the story, and you can do whatever you want to about for against her. because based on your NEXT answer is whether I STAY gone.
I received no communication from you. But I did send an addy to you via Q which you stated you had installed on your new laptop, to which I received no response. But that is neither here nor there at this point.
*big fat juicy raspberries on your go steelers*
I've been a pats fan since Flutie was the qb....
and even with the hype and bad press and all that other crap.....
I'm still a die hard....
*so big fat juicy raspberries LOL* *MWAH*
I know my dearest Rags, on this we will never agree, more's the pity *la sigh la sigh la boo*
I love you mush face *big toothy grin*
for I, will be pulling for the Pats.
BIG surprise there! hehehhehe
*hugs and kisses*
oh you boys just started a whirlwind of a tussle with me LOL
but dont pull out that lame snipey crap.......
Be silent Woman.
Justice was served through karma.
Deal with it.
Even if the Pats had won... they would have no respect, for they are under the shadow of arriving there by cheating and dirty underhanded methods. Everyone does it? Perhap.... but gee.... who was it that got caught, hmmm? LOL The Pats have been doing it for years. Its about time they were called on it. The sad part is... they will continue to do it until they are penalised hard enough to end it... and from the looks of things..... thanks to the commissioner.... the extent of their cheating has been covered up well. He too has lost a great deal of respect. He did not maintain the integrity of the game.... he covered his ass and the Pats.
So, yeah, the cheaters will contine to cheat..... more respect will be lost.... and people like you will continue to whine and defend the Pats.
Oh well....... I for one would rather lose every game and play it clean than win every game playing it dirty. OOOOOPS... did I say win every game playing it dirty? My mistake.... win every game except the big one that is.
Wanna tussel Woman? You got one.
ok Mr Quote Man, You asked for it.QuoteI received no communication from you. But I did send an addy to you via Q which you stated you had installed on your new laptop, to which I received no response. But that is neither here nor there at this point.
You know I dont open q unless reminded. I check this board daily. No messages here, email, phone, nothing, and may I remind you of this quote
ohhhhhhhhhh I cant find it......fancy that, it must have been deleted.....imagine that, that never happens.....
lets go into a few that ARE here......
ok Mr Quote Man, You asked for it.QuoteI received no communication from you. But I did send an addy to you via Q which you stated you had installed on your new laptop, to which I received no response. But that is neither here nor there at this point.
You know I dont open q unless reminded. I check this board daily. No messages here, email, phone, nothing, and may I remind you of this quote
ohhhhhhhhhh I cant find it......fancy that, it must have been deleted.....imagine that, that never happens.....
lets go into a few that ARE here......Quote*big fat juicy raspberries on your go steelers*
I've been a pats fan since Flutie was the qb....
and even with the hype and bad press and all that other crap.....
I'm still a die hard....
*so big fat juicy raspberries LOL* *MWAH*
I know my dearest Rags, on this we will never agree, more's the pity *la sigh la sigh la boo*
I love you mush face *big toothy grin*
for I, will be pulling for the Pats.
BIG surprise there! hehehhehe
*hugs and kisses*
oh you boys just started a whirlwind of a tussle with me LOL
note all the hugs and kisses and LOL's........laughing hahaha
the one time I get testy.......is this quote
Quotebut dont pull out that lame snipey crap.......
ALL IN OOC FASHION............
and I get this for a reply......QuoteBe silent Woman.
Justice was served through karma.
Deal with it.
Even if the Pats had won... they would have no respect, for they are under the shadow of arriving there by cheating and dirty underhanded methods. Everyone does it? Perhap.... but gee.... who was it that got caught, hmmm? LOL The Pats have been doing it for years. Its about time they were called on it. The sad part is... they will continue to do it until they are penalised hard enough to end it... and from the looks of things..... thanks to the commissioner.... the extent of their cheating has been covered up well. He too has lost a great deal of respect. He did not maintain the integrity of the game.... he covered his ass and the Pats.
So, yeah, the cheaters will contine to cheat..... more respect will be lost.... and people like you will continue to whine and defend the Pats.
Oh well....... I for one would rather lose every game and play it clean than win every game playing it dirty. OOOOOPS... did I say win every game playing it dirty? My mistake.... win every game except the big one that is.
Wanna tussel Woman? You got one.
aaaaaallllllllllllllllllllllllrighty then.
and then the "discussion" we had following is now deleted.
fancy that.
WHO brought IC into OOC?
wasnt me.......
now that the quotation issue is settled, lets move on to what I have to say. post following
I never brought my issue to camp, I never let it come into camp because with the discussion that was "deleted" I stated that after the way you had talked to me in OOC fashion....... I expected an apology for the way you talked to me....
IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH CAMP
and your damn right I got testy with my last post.......I edited most of it.
I am not the one that dragged this into camp.
ALL'S I WANTED WAS AN APOLOGY FROM YOU FOR THE WAY YOU TALKED TO ME IN THE DADADADDDDAAAA OOC FORUM
you are the one that dragged this into character crap.
you are the one that is not listening
you are the one that just because I'm standing up for myself and the way I expect to be talked to by those I care about AND dont care about IN DADADDADADADDADADADa OOC FASHION
as much as I am loved, and as much as you want me as a companion? and this is what I wanted all along? EXCUSE ME
DONT YOU DARE ASSUME AS TO THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING OR WHAT I WANT.
I have NO problem playing the FW IN CAMP....I've lived it for 10 damn years. I know it, I love it, I eat it, I sleep it, I drink it.
IN CAMP IN IC IN IC IN IC IN IC IN IC.
christ I dont even let you talk to me like that on the phone, in emails, nothing, I never have cause I never had cause to think that you would treat me like that in dddaaaaaddadaddadaddada OOC
and its not just what is LEFT on the board, its what isnt on the board ANYMORE.
you are ubar and ragnar and my companion IC.......I accept gor, christ I wouldnt have gotten to where I am if I didnt have it down nip tuck down to the wire.
however, in dadadadadaddadadadaa OOC I am even more strong than Karanis. I am opinionated, strong minded, family orientated, volunteer 20-25 hours a week, work my own job, raise my family, work on my own vehicles, build houses and garages, and have entire communities that absolutely love the work I do, and tell me so, and it feels fabulous making people happy.
so dont you DARE say that I dont care.
dont you DARE say that I dont care about this family.
I dont care what my fucking title is, I will always be the mother to all.
you can never take that away from me no matter WHO you are.
let me say that again.
I will always be the mother to all.
KARANIS NEVER ENTERED THE PICTURE HERE.
it was simply YOU being an ass and forgetting who you were speaking to in a dadadadddadadadaddaa OOC forum
I never asked much from you.
ever.
the only thing I ever asked for was an apology.
an apology.
not I'm sorry that you didnt see the humor in blah blah blah
an apology.
an I'm sorry Gretchen, that was rude, we'll never agree on football and that's okay.
you think I dont care?
I'm sitting here BAWLING with my family wondering why a computer can make me cry.
and you think I dont care?
and you wonder why I get angry?
DUH
DEFENSE MECHANISM YOU DONUT!
AN APOLOGY
AN APOLOGY
AN APOLOGY
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
is that really that hard? for 10 YEARS OF ABSOLUTE UNQUESTIONED LOYALTY TO YOU? IS IT????????
are YOU so ready to give Kar up? jesus christ you amaze me.
amaze me
disgust me
aggravate me
astound me
and hurt me.
10 YEARS. 10 YEARS 10 YEARS 10 YEARS 10 YEARS 10 YEARS
you think I've broken my promise?
you think I've broken my vows?
I've STUCK TO THEM TO THE LETTER
TO THE LETTER
TO THE LETTER
keeping it simple
keeping it simple
keeping it simple
OH WAIT..............THAT'S IN CHARACTER................OH YEAH........IN CHARACTER............WHAT WAS THAT? AHHHHHH..... IN CHARACTER.
and what did 3 months of silence get me.............silence you ordered...........
its gets a public outtage of whether tuchuk has a ubara or not...........
way to jump to conclusions you donut.
I have changed nothing.
I am as I've always been.
trust? and you dont trust me? give me a fucking break, I'm one of the only ones you CAN trust. and no exactly how I'm going to react to any given situation.
and confront you in camp?
why?
so you can humiliate Kar? I dont fucking think so.
we need to solved the dadadadaddadadadaddadadada OOC ISSUES before I even go NEAR that entrance button.
the post was titled "I am not the bad guy here"
and I cant even see through the tears. I'll be back in a bit
and of course I came in as an anon........duh. all's I missed was council stuff, and the only thing on there usually is your hospital stays, which were also on the ooc board.