I've sat back and watched and read... and pondered...and I am not sure what all is going on..but I have missed you in camp...and our PMs..which were very special to me..and I just wanted you to know.. that despite the differences.. how you feel how I feel.. I think differences are what make people better and make the world a place that ALL can find a place to belong.... so long as anger and name tossing and such don't enter the picture...because then it becomes personal... as I felt attacked for my feelings.. and backed out to keep from saying ugly things.. and just moved along with my thoughts....
If everyone thought the same.. it would be really boring..
I guess I am rambling, I just wanted you to know.. that I am sad about the things I've read and seen..and in missing you in camp...I am glad your around more now and hope to see you again...but most of all.. I wanted you to know.. I don't care any less about you because you disagree with me and me with you... I still consider you my friend.. one of no others who've offered a hand of friendship to me since I came here... even though you hated me when I came here -grins- we've shared a few things and I've enjoyed speaking with you.. and when I was down.. YOU were the ONLY one to PM me with a smile or a thinking of you...
I don't know what the future holds now with all this mess...but I hope that you will always know.. you have a friend.. even if I won't agree with you...or you with me about some things... a Friend always looks past those differences...
hugs for you today....
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hugs you and wipes your tears....no thanks required... we all have our times... we all are human..and we all make mistakes and sometimes we all say things that when looking back we wish we hadn't... I am not a fair weather friend...
as for the jealousy thing.. I think we've covered that.. since there was nothing to be jealous of...not of me least wise... as we can see.. sin isn't making heads turn or men tremble.. actually all sin has managed to do is piss a few off..for what ever reasons...wasn't intended.. but it happened... and so i flounder..trying to find a place for me to be...smiles softly...and i miss my friend...
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.
I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.
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