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I am not sure how to start or what to say even.... I have been having difficulties of late.... being accused of many things the least of which being that I am doing drugs... then finding out that I am getting sent to war.... lately I just feel as though life itself is slipping between My fingers.... and I havent been able to do much to grasp it again.... so I turn to My work... and overwhelm Myself...
I talk to few P/people anymore.... so I hope that none are offended by My lack of contact.... the only abuse that I inflict on Myserf.. is perhaps overworking Myself.... and I cant help that.... because it is the only escpae that I know right now.... that and not sleeping....
please do not think bad of Me for My apparent lack of respect and attendance.... I never meant to hurt A/anyone.. though there are times that it seems that is all that I can do....
To T/those that I have hurt... I am truly sorry and I will do what I am able to make it up when I have resolved these recent issues in My life....
to T/those that I have not... I can only hope that I have not destroyed the view of Me that Y/you may have once had....
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*slips up and gives you a big hug*
You are always in woobie's thoughts and prayers Master, and will continue to be... If you see my nephew over there, watch his back as I am sure he will yours..
Godspeed..
*stands on tippytoes and gives You a kotc*
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consider it done prism.... I will do everything that I am abnle to keep E/everyone safe...
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Master, Yu will be in my thoughts and prayers....you have my Q if Yuo ever need to talk
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~stands next to you smiles~ I may have wavered, but I have never left you... don't think I know how... remember the words I told you so many times, I will say them again when I see you after I return from my trip... I love you My Heart, always will...
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Master,
you know where i am and where i stand. i will be with You as long as You allow it
You know how to contact me....sends kisses your way .....
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You stay safe over Bro. You are always in My thoughts and prayers. You know My number if You ever need to or want to call Me. My line is always open for You for I have always enjoyed talking with You on the phone
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know not matter what cat would say can't change Your turmoils but cat do care for You and find You be a very nice Man.. please be carefull out there and may the Gods always light Your path Master
hugs and well wishes
cat
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Master, You are in my prayers and heart to help keep You safe,
-hugs tight and slips away-
just come home to Uus safe ok?
soll
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~leaving hugs and warm wishes for Your safety~
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please be safe Master and come home to as soon
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I would like to thank A/all for the thoughts and wishes... they have lightened My heart this day.. I will be doing everything that I can to come Home safe....
* starts to think and wonders what the CO's would say if I ran into battle screaming "For The Ubar" and chuckles *
I will return as soon as possible... have no worries or doubts about that My F/family..
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runs a soft touch over Your words and smiles softly, lifting my fingers to my lips i brushed a soft kiss to them and then touched the words once again.....
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steps up to say a few words on things and the way life is right now...
Life in and of itself is a very crazy thing for Me right now... I havent been able to stay in touch with people that I would like to very much... but I am trying nonetheless...
I have found out news as far as My deployment.... My unit is no longer going as a unit.... We are being farmed out, unfortunately we arent going to be with people we know and have to go over with men and women that are new and have no clue as to who the hell we are... which means that We along with they have to learn who each other are... which makes the job even more difficult...
the unit that I am going with if anyone would like to know so that they know who to look out for... is B. Co. 2-136 Mechanized Infantry unit. I am going to be their NBC NCO. They do not have one... and that is My job... so I got sent to them... but after My tour over there... I will be coming back to the unit here in where I live...
I do not like the fact that I am going with a unit that I do not know, because of the fact that I know the people in the unit that I am... and I really dont like the idea of having to learn again who people are... but it is part of the job and it must be done...
on to the rest of the news though... and this is the hardest part, because of the pain that it will cause My F/family... I have to leave in mid-late September.
P.S. I am engaged to a very wonderful, outstanding, and beautiful young woman named Monkey... at least that is the name that She uses all the time... and would rather not share Her real name at this time.... maybe later though...
Right now the only thing that I can ask is that E/everyone have faith/confidence that I am coming back, because I know that I am... and I will see E/everyone as soon as I do... until I have more time and more information to share... I will be around... Y/you have My contact information if Y/you would like to contact Me... feel free to do so..
turns and walks away silently...
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~holds my arms out to you and Monkey, hugging both of you~
You already know my feelings on this whole thing, I wish it was different, but the military has throw a few nuts and bolts into the workings to see what happens... besides, gives me more time to corrupt Monkey while you are on tour ~evil grin~ I love you, and am here if and when you wish to chew my ear off, I always have been here, as you have been for me...
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serve well with Courage and Honor brother.
thoughts and prayers.
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just so that E/everyone knows what I know.
I am deploying on October 1st to go to Fort Shelby MS. for train up, and then leaving again for at least 1 more year in country, I know that I am coming back, so be prepared for Me to pop up out of nowhere, to torment and harass once again... be well, and stay safe A/all...
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we'll leave the candle in the window, Master, so you can always see the light from home. *hugs*
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looking forward to your return already brother. ;)
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May your Higher Power travel with you, Master. *hugs* We will keep you in our hearts until your return!
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another update so that everyone knows what is happening... I am at Camp Shelby, MS. right now... training up... I have about 2 weeks off for christmas, and will be going to Albert Lea MN. to visit My fiance, and her family for that time, then back out here to finish training up and then over to the big sandbox.... I will do the best that I can to stay in touch, and I will gladly welcome any letters that might happen to be blown My way... while I am away... as I travel I will do My best to update My snail mail address... so that T/those that wish to stay in touch may do so... thank Y/you all for hearing My words....
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hang in there brother.
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Good luck, Master!!!
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You are in a girls prayers Master~s~
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you already know what I said to you... oh ya you have email again... ~snickers as we play email tag~
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just another update... things have been going all right.. been having some minor problems in My personal life outside of the training going on down here, but am dealing with that just fine right now.... other than that... W/we are busy down here... just got back from a few days in the field.... and getting ready for another spurt of training... I will, as always keep updating as often as possible... but please dont hope for any regularity in it... thank you A/all
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she thinks of You Master, be safe and come home to Your family xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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as kadi said...
be safe and come home to Your family
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First of all Brother, I thank You for serving Our Country. I pray You and all Our young Men come home safely and soon. Good luck and God's speed.
From a Brother Veteran
JEB
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Stay safe, Master, and my heartfelt thanks to You and the others there serving.....
~ simply talena
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May your Thanksgiving be blessed with safety and solidarity, Master...
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it was blessed with safety, W/we had the day off, as for solidarity, not so sure about that, ended up spending most of My day roaming around on My own, but then that is something that I am used to... will pass more info as I get it, and am able... talk to A/all later
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You are missed alot Bro. take care of Yourself
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I do the best that I can to take care of Myself, I keep thinking about E/everyone out here.. and trying to figure out how I am going to get back, and how soon...
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~pokes you~ miss you more than words could say, more than I could write, everyday you in my thoughts, your name on my lips... ~points to email~
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I know I saw an snail mail addy for Nick.. but I will be damned if I can find it.. does anyone have it yet??
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I do.... ~goes to attack you in Q~
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PFC Brooks, Michael T.
B Co. 2-136 CAB
2490 25th st.
Camp Shelby, MS. 39407
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so there Y/you all go, Y/you have the snail maill addy, and I am able to receive letters, I guess now would an ok time to say that I am starting to wonder if I just cant remember how to write addresses or something cause the only letters that I have received are ones that I have sent out... lol anyhow, hope to heaer from S/someone soon besides Myself, else I think that I might go sane in this place and have to start hurting some people around here that have no clue what we are getting O/ourselves into...
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~grumbles to self~ dang it I KNEW there was something I forgot to do last week... ~ducks and giggles~
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wakes up, looks around, and ralizing where I am, I get up and move to My desk and pick up a piece of paper, and qill, so that I can write a note to My F/family
so thing have been going all right out here, just working away, doing the things that I have to do, and I have been really busy lately, I cant give details becase of OPSEC, but I will do the best that I can to let E/everyone know what My status is, I know that when I do finally go overseas, there is going to be an 8 hour time difference to Minnestota, and all states within the Central Standard Time zone, so I surmise that A/all can do the necessary math to figure out the time difference to where Y/you are.. I do get to come home for christmas, though I am not sure if I will have access to the intenet while I am home, things on a more personal side are exremely confusing for Me, and I am realizing that if O/one truly loves S/someone or something that there will come a time when it becomes necessary to set T/them / it free, and if things are meant to work out then T/they / it will come back...
as much as it hurt, it is something that I am realizing is very true.
puts down the pen, folds the note, and steps outside My wagon to post it on the outside, for A/all to read if T/they wish
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hang in there bro!!!
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yes hang in there Bro. You are missed out here and I get started on a letter to You soon. and while You are overseas Bro, if You need or want anything that is only able to gotten here in the states, I will do My best to get it for You. just let Me know in any form on what it is. Love You Bro
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just a note to A/all, I am going to be home for the holidays... so I probably wont be posting... but, I am thinking about A/all, and will be seeing how things go back home, in order to better prepare Myself for My trip overseas.. until then talk to A/all later and be well.
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Tal bro,
enjoy the Holidays and treasure the time you spend with family and friends.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!
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made it "home" for the holidays, things went quite the opposite of what I expected, what I thought was the beginning of a new family that would have been stable, fell apart I have another Son to be born April 28th... supposedly the mother and I are able to be friends but I am not sure how well that is going to go.
her family still counts Me as one of T/them but I do not how much longer.
I think that the best thing for Me to do right now is to only think about Myself and My own happiness for a little while, been "living" too long concerning Myself with the happiness of O/others and I realize now that I can not continue to do so much longer, and still survive, I believe that there is a point when E/everyone has to think about their own happiness and put that before all else. now is My time.
I will remain in contact as much as possible, not sure when I will be able to be in Camp for extended periods of time again, but will return as soon as possible.
I miss E/everyone, and hope that A/all have not forgotten Me, and A/all will still welcome Me when I return.
talk to you all later.
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Tal brother
you are naught nor will you be forgotten.
ummm.... keep your firearms locked and loaded but try securing your "weapon". you may discover it reduces additions.
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This hits very much home with Me Brother, and I am sorry to hear of the falling apart of things at home. Being a r/t Army wife and mother and having a husband that has served in Iraq for 15 months, I know the strain that can be placed on a relationship. But I also know that you can find happiness, security, and complete trust in the right partner. It just breaks my heart to have the breakup come in the middle of a grueling deploymet, where the last thing you need is to have instability. So Please remember that there are people that LOVE you and keep your mind focused on completing the tour and coming home safely.
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Tal Brother Rags, I am starting to realize this more and more.. lol... though I have been thinking about things, and I think that I have two options for Me when I return from the desert...
1. give up everything here, sell all My posessions, and leave for Asia, joining a monastery and becoming a monk, the only problem with that.. I like sex too much.
2. go to the doctor and get Myself snipped, and possibly sell one of the 'boys' for medical research, I would have some extra money, and if I decided to have any more 'additions' I could go get the snipping reversed.. and it would only take twice as much effort, but then I think that it would be twice as much fun...
Tal Sister Amantha, I would like to start by saying, that You are very right, that was the last thing that I was looking forward too, but I suppose that there are times that things like that have to happen, it makes Me realizee that I have been living 26 years for everyone else. now it is time for Me to live for Myself.
and I would also like to say that I thank E/everyone for their thoughts, prayers, and everything else... it really means a lot knowing that there are P/people that will not forget, and that will love... that makes what I am doing worth it...
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Bro You shall never be forgotten. hell I still remember all the conversations We have had. I know You are missed by many already Bro. You just get over there and get things done and return to Your loved ones safe and sound.
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just a quick update, as I have the time, and finally managed to find a way to get around a slight security issue.
I will be leaving before the end of the month to go over seas. I will be taking care of Myself the best that I can, and will make sure that when I go out, I wear more than My PT shoes, and a light coat of CLP, as I dont think that they would like that much, then again, as much as I would love to scream "for the Ubar" as I charge into battle, I dont think that they would like that very much either.
I hope to be able to stay in touch but I do not know how easily that will be accomplished, unless I manage to pass messages to others and have them post for Me. W/we shall see though, thank you A/all once atgain for the prayers, they are needed....
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i wish you well in your journey.
do your duty with honor and pride.
you naught only defend the United states, but every other Country that is subject to the attacks of criminals and terrorism.
you are naught forgotten nor will you be.
keep your shit wired tight and return home safe when your job is done.
God Bless and be well bro!!!
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~touches the screen as she holds back the tears, a small smile is shown as she tries to be brave~
I love you as you will always be in my thoughts every second of the day, as I keep an eye out for your quick return...
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You know well of where i stand on this.
and You know i will be watching for You to come back as You take not only yourself but my heart with You.
keep it well guarded till Your return.
love You always
Yours........
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I will think of you, Master... I was hoping you would not be sent directly into the war zone, yet I feel you will be kept safe.
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You'll never be far from my thoughts or my prayers, my friend. ~smiles~ Is the address going to be different from the ones that I have for you? If someone can shoot me a pm and let me know, I'd appreciate it.
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Yahira,
yes the one in Iraq is a diffrent one then what He is using now.
i have it but havent figured out how to use the Pms on this board.
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ok to those that wish His overseas addy drop me a pm. i found how it works*L*
if he dont get it to you first then i will give it to you. but nothing can be sent there till after the 1st of April. if you have his addy now, He thinks that if letters are sent they will be forwarded to Him over there. but if you wish to be sure it gets to him then either send it out quickly*L* or wait till Hes over seas.
He will be checking here im sure before he leaves.
and a special thank you from me to all those that have shown Him support. it means alot to Him and to me.*S*
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i will be coming around some soon....
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I look forward to seeing you, miki-sis... I've missed you!
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This was posted by my Master on another board and He didnt have time to put it here as well so He asked me to move it here.....
not sure when the next time that I am going to be able to post is, so I am doing this now, today is Sunday the 26th of March. We have much work to do around here, getting the last of things packed up and ready to go, if I am being given the correct timeline, we are leaving sometime very early tomorrow morning, or at the latest the morning after that.
I cant give exact times, or exact places that W/we are going, otherwise I would, all I can say is that it is danged early... around the time that most of Y/you are still sleeping...
I am not scared, I am nervous, slightly jitery and completely and utterly out of sorts. I am going to do My very best, I am going to watch My back, and My buddies backs.... I will be coming home in one piece.... and I definitely cant wait to talk to all of Y/you again.
This is not good bye, this is see you later, I hate saying good bye, because it sounds so permanent.
Until later...
remember I am good at what I do... appear out of no where...
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See you later... ~turns and walks away, not able to stop the tears~
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He has officially left for Iraq.
at noon PST i got a call from Him and He was in Ireland.
i will keep everyone updated as i can.
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please do.
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as of 8:30 am PST he had arrived in Iraq. it was about two or three hours before but he manage to get word to me.
He is safe
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very well. please IM me his addy.
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alrighty... mikia came into Camp tonight... her firewall was being a pain and wasn't able to post on the board so she asked me to post this for her...
Just that i spoke to Him last week and that He is fine but may not have contact with me for a while. but that as soon as i hear from Him again that i will post an update again. please and thank You Mistress
Kitya
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Thank you for posting Mistress. i got my firewall worked out now.
also i have a good adress on Him but He still asks that any who wish to write Him send it to me. i wont open them and they will get to him still closed. This is only due to the secruity there right now. So if you need my addy ill get it to you in PM if you let me know.
am sorry about the confusion on all this.
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i have heard from Him. He has been relocated. though i dont know if its still in Iraq or not i just know that He has moved from His orginal destanation. But He is doing well. I should find out more about where He is and such once His letter comes in. Right now Hes under high secrity and cant give out His location.
wanders back off with my head down slightly, my stomach knotted.....
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Trent called me this morning. Hes doing good. still cant give away His location but seems He will be staying in the location hes at now.
Hes doing good and adjusting though says its HOT!..not just HOT but...
HOT
it seems to be taking some time for Him to adjust to the heat*L*
other then that he says Hes ready to come home*L*
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he was never one to like the heat much... his apartment was usually an icebox during the summer... ~laughs~
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it is good to hear He is doing good. and My step-brother knows what it is like over there for He was over there and had just returned back in december.
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am glad he is home Mistress. its hard to deal with. at least it is for me....
whats strange is he has no meat on His body and is cold all the time*L*
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hon, they will fatten him up in no time... as for the cold, he will be begging for it soon enough.. ~laughs and gets an idea~ oh mikia, need to talk to you, need your help... ~evil grin~
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I remember all the times that He use to complain about being cold. and I know that it is hard to deal with hon. if you need someone to talk to I am here for I know what it is like. it was hard to handle when My step-brother was over there. and it was even harder for Me for I was only able to hear from Him in letters and also on yahoo. what made it easier for Me to handle it all was not looking at how many days My step-brother had been gone, but looked at this way it was one day closer to when he was back home and safe and sound
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*makes a mental note never to send him Scouting the Tahari.*
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hello everyone. sorry i havent posted in a while but....well....my Master is here with me. He has been here about a week now and will be going back over seas next week. He is home on a two week leave.
we have been busy trying to spend time together, getting to know each other a bit better in the short time we do have together.
Not sure if i will make it back on here before he leaves but i will try and not sure if he will make it to the board or not.
grins and runs back to be with Him....
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I'm thrilled for you both!
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blinks because My girl has said everything that there is to say right now Not sure what to add, cause there really isnt anything to add.
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OUTSTANDING and WELCOME HOME BRO!!!
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He and i are both very happy to hear the words spoken about Him being home. Though it is short and He will be leaving Wed to return to the desert it was very nice to have this time with him.
Our lives have changed in good ways during His stay here with me.
i will do what i can to keep those that wish updates, updated on His status once He returns back to Iraq.
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last post for a while.
He leaves tomorrow.
Master Rags and dee thank you so much for showing your support and giving your heart felt words to Him at this time. they were much needed as He dreads going back over there.
Those that still wish to send things can send them here and they will be sent on. (security issues)
im not sure how often if at all ill post updates. if you wish them you can send me a PM and i will be happy to give you the update on His status as much as i am permitted that is.
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Luck and Godspeed bro!!!
do what is necessary and return home when through.
~continued thoughts and prayers~
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So, here I sit, still in the Big Sandbox, finally with a chance to get out here, and update everyone....
Hopefully this news finds most of Y/you all in good spirits....
latest news for Me is that I will be out here until some time in August. I can not be more specific than that, and I am sure that there are many of Y/you that know exactly why that is.
I wish that I could be home sooner but I can't.
as it sits right now, I only have a few days that I will be able to access this, and then it goes away again.
I look forward to returning permanently, and being able to spend time with My family again....
if there are any questions please email Me at:
michael.trent.brooks@us.army.mil
thank you A/all
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~snugglehuggles you~ love you and miss you bunches
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Hang in there bro!!!
Don't count the days remaining... count the days already past. *W*
Thoughts and prayers for you safe return continue!
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It was wonderful seeing you tonight, Master. I am glad that you can make the most of what time you have with your family these next few days. Before you know it, it will be August, your tour of duty at an end!
And see? I told you Master Ubar would be happy to have you back. -winks- I'll put you on the pages again, with your military absence noted.
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just so that everyone knows, I was not able to be in last night due to unforseen circumstances. And I will not be there tonight, as I found out that I am leaving tonight to go back to where I have to go. this is something that I do not like, and at the same time something that I can not control. I am not sure when I will be able to be on again. but rest assured that it will be as soon as possible. until then, I hope that E/everyone is well, and that you are A/all able to keep your health together.
Be well A/all, and please stay in touch.
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-sad face- You will be missed, Master... I am sorry that I have not seen you these past three days, and that you are shipping out early. Good luck and Godspeed, as they say!
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Hang in there bro and keep the faith.
Do what you need to do and get your ass back home where you belong. You and the rest of our Service Personell will remain in thoughts and prayers.
No worries about Tuchuk. Your place is assured among us!!!
Courage and Honor bro!!!
I wish you well.
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Dear Master,
jale started to read this, saw it began in 2005, thought oh goodness, this is an old, old post. Stopped reading, then realized the last post was March of 2007. She then re-read all the words she could. Your girl does a wonderful job of keeping all updated.
Though our paths crossed seldom, due to jale not you, she remembers you in our Home. Her heart began to beat faster and faster as she read your story of strength and courage. Your ups your downs and the honor with which you handled all. she read the well wishes of those from our Home who love you so much that jale could feel it as well....you can have no doubt about how others care about you.
jale has been praying for all the troops, from all the countries that are supporting the efforts in the fight to ward off terrorism...she will continue to do so, but with a much more personal note to add. she wishes you safety, shade, cool water to drink, warmth from the cool nights an the knowledge that many, many people care about you in many different ways and we all have one thing in common that being....we can't wait to see you Home again.
God bless you and those who serve. Until next time, jale wishes you peace.
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Please take care of yourself Master -warm smile-
You'll be missed and I shall keep you and all others who are serving alongside you in my thoughts and prayers.
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To jale and amore,
thank you for your warm wishes, and your warm words. E/everyone back home I think about on a constant basis.... I will never forget, and I can only hope that I will still fit in when I return home for good.
I will make sure that I add you to My list of reasons that I am here.
Again, thank you both for your kind words, and be good, or at least good at it.....
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Dear Master,
In regards to your fitting in when you return, I really can't see that as being a problem. Gor is like a soap opera....you stop watching for an enormous amount of time, but when you come back, only one day has passed. You'll be just fine. I look forward to serving you upon your return.
Oh, and Master, jale is always good....*sweet innocent look* ~wink~
Sleep safe.
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*snorks at jale*
LOL
*adjusts jale's halo* really she is.. *nodding fast* Master, she is always good..
*waits for lightning*
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Keep our bro in your thoughts and prayers, that he may return home safe, and that his time goes quickly there.
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Just thought that I would let A/all know that I have a means to be online more than I used to be and that I have access to things that I didn't used to... regardless, I will be able to be here more than I used to be, but not all the time. I will do My very best to be here as often as I can though
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OUTSTANDING!!!
Just remember to stay safe as well!!!
;) :)
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Welcome back home again Nic.
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Excellent! see you in camp soon, Master!
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Welcome back, Nic! Glad I finally got to meet You, and thanks for all the great work on the Vintner's Clan Wagon!
Come home safe to us, Brother.
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Amber,
It is good to be home again
d,
I look forward to seeing you in Camp as well
Arlon,
It was y pleasure to be able to help out with Your wagon, and My contued pleasure to help You maintain it, and improve it if necessary
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*smiles bigly reading Master's words*
The sandbox is a nasty place... woobie is glad to hear you are safe (so far) and that you have access to the rest of the family more often..
Even though I don't ever get to see you, I do keep you in thoughts and prayers for your safety..
*hugs*
woobie
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taps her foot at you and looks to her empty email box
ooooooooo you are in trouble...
tromps off to go check email again while muttering all the long while
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*smiles bigly reading Master's words*
The sandbox is a nasty place... woobie is glad to hear you are safe (so far) and that you have access to the rest of the family more often..
Even though I don't ever get to see you, I do keep you in thoughts and prayers for your safety..
*hugs*
woobie
that it is Woobs, I am glad to be able to say that I am safe, we lost three of our personnel, My unit specifically, inside of 1 1/12 months.
I looked forward to being able to spend more time with A/all in the family and when the opportunity presented itself, I jumped it
and I thank you for that
* hugs back *
NT
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just another update so that the Family knows what is happening.
we are being told that we will sitting in our homes sometime in August, which means... if I do My math correctly, that we will be arriving back in the states shortly after My birthday....
My days are busy, which is why I havent been around much. Most of the busy is packing the shipping containers to come home.
thank you all for the support.
Mike / Nicolas
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thinks you already know.... and I don't have to say a word
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glad that you are coming home.. see you soon..
da flame
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is so happy You is coming Home soon Master, keep Your head down till Your on that plane heading stateside, huggles and pounces
kadi xxxxxxxxx
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OUTSTANDING!!!
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That's wonderful! I will cross my fingers that your homeward-bound deployment runs smoothly and right on schedule.
And while I don't know when your b-day is, I hope it is a blessed one all the same! (Yep, I'm telling you way in advance, but you're not likely to get the message on the day in question, if you're shipping home!)
Just think, three months and you'll be on native soil! -hugs-
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am so very happy You are coming home....remember....watch Your six until You are on the freedom bird......hugs You tightly
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And I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers that You all do so safely...
~warm smile~
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just wanted to let A/all know that I havent around much due to the fact that I have been extremely busy packing up to come home. W/we are still slated to leave next month to come home, and I have a trip that I have to take immediately after coming home I found out that My little sister is going to be a mother and she would like to see Me for the first time in about 8 years. Along with that I have to find a new place to live in Minnesota, and work on getting into school, and getting My old job back with some enhancements..... so I have a full plate, but just as soon as I can I will be making time to be with My true Family....
also, at the end of this month I am being moved to new barracks out here, which means that My access is going to go away, I will get online or at least make phone calls to those that I have numbers for that can relay messages to the Family for Me.
thank you all for your support and everything else that you have all done for Me...
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girl is very excited to hear You will be coming home, stay safe Master and be well! ;D
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SHORT!!!
*S*
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YAYAYAY! Hurry home safely!!!
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yahooo...double digit midget......hugs you tightly
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Ok, so obviously I have been home for a while, and only just now taking the time to communicate with A/all of you. I apologize for the lack of communication, things were weird for a while, and had to communicate through other people, but I have access to a computer for the time being..... things have been very weird for Me to say the least.....
since I hhave been back, I have moved numerous times...... And I will be moving again soon..... as soon as I have enough money....
I went back to work at the old job, and picked up a new job..... I am trying to keep Myself working so that I dont have the time to get Myself into trouble..... as I am good at getting Myself into trouble it seems.
when I have the money, I will be moving cross country again, because I have better opportunities out there.... than I do right now.
There are some that know the details of this. and when I am ready I will share the details with the rest of Y/you..... for now though, I need to keep some of My life to Myself so that no one else is hurt by the things that I am trying to do. I want to try and reduce the number of people that I hurt, and if possible, I want to make sure that I am the only one that gets hurt by anything that I am doing....
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Understood bro.
Do not hurt yourself either.
Hang tough and know we are here.
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Brother, Ubar, Mentor.....
I do the best that I can not to hurt MMyself, but I think that some of the things that have happened to Me since I have been back I have actually inflocted upon Myself because I somehow miss being hurt in some way.
I dont fully understand it, but I am trying.
At the same time I am reveling in My insanity, and trying to drag as many others along with me as I can.....
regardless, i am back after a fashion, and will be around when able....
Thank you A/all
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If you recognise your insanity... you are sane. It only makes you Tuchuk!!! *W*
If you like pain.... get married. Then you will suffer the rest of your days. *G*
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just stares at this.. puffs with that usual flair.... and goes back to the bosks.. because I am starting to think they have more sense
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If you recognise your insanity... you are sane. It only makes you Tuchuk!!! *W*
If you like pain.... get married. Then you will suffer the rest of your days. *G*
actually I came up with another definition of insanity, " doing the same thing multiple times getting different results each time.....
as for the other, well..... there is a certain amount of pain that I will take. and trust Me, I will let her know when I have had enough.....
*G*
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LOL
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welcome back Master... ((pssssssssssssssttt if ya ever needs some feathers to ease any owies.. chanz has lots.. grins)))
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hangs that frying pan on a nail by the door....and goes back to thinking about the various forms of target practice
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best get Your practice in now My intended, as You wont get much time after We have things settled... grins
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and once again, life cuskcs, but it is getting better now, I moved back to Oregon, and My life is more stable now... I will be around when able as usual, but now it is due to the fact that I work full time, one job right now, and I am going to college... soo.... with that in mind.... I will not forget about the F/family that I have hear, and I look forward to the time that I get to spend with A/all when I get it....
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Good to hear some semblence of stability is returning for you bro!!!
RT comes first. Never forget that. When it eases up, we will be here. *S*
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Once again life decided to trick Me. I thought that things were going to settle down, but they have only gotten worse. I have entered Phase II of My management training at work, and am still doing the weekend warrior thing, as well as going to school. needless to say time is a precious commodity that I do not seem to have enough of at this point, though I am trying to claw back to a place where I do, as it would be nice.
There are times that I think that I am barely able to breathe let alone do anything else, and those are rare at best.
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Hang in there bro... as you really have no choice anyway.
Take what comes your way and do the bet you can. This will not last forever.
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please take care Master...........kiah{MTC}
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Glances.... knows how things are... continues to make sure that everything including wagons and bosk which she was still trying to figure out where the spares ones came from that are marked. but shrugs that one off....thinks.....and just keeps going. because there was an air of change upon the winds... knowing that when he looks He will see the simple touches around
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Bro,
You are in my thoughjts and prayers always..You are my Brother and my True as well rt and online here at MTC....if u wanna talk iam here
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Nicolas,
The sandbox has a way of... pardon the expression.... fucking one over, even when we're not there. You're going to come through this. It may not be easy, but you've strength in you. And your family has faith in you. We are here if ever you need us.
Nex
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keep your head up Bro..... and we all know that you wouldnt be you if you didnt have a thousand things on your plate....
its just how you are.... it makes the rare snippits of time that your family here gets with you even more special.
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~just smiles softly~ You know how I feel, as even though you don't get online much, I do end up leaving you messages on your phone or Yahoo thingy... ~cackles evilly~ Trust me when I tell you, this phase of management training has nothing on what is in store for you in the near future... ~walks off whistling innocently~
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~comes in with an update~
I talked to Nic yesterday morning, and his exact words to me were... "The only time I get to spend time with my wife is when we are sleeping" Needless to say, between working 50-60 hours a week, going to school full time, and getting ready for deployment next year, he's not able to do much in between...
Rags, he has asked me to ask you to place him on LOA Military starting now, he thought he would be around more, but life wasn't going to work that way for him it seems..
~slips back out again~
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~comes in with an update~
I talked to Nic yesterday morning, and his exact words to me were... "The only time I get to spend time with my wife is when we are sleeping" Needless to say, between working 50-60 hours a week, going to school full time, and getting ready for deployment next year, he's not able to do much in between...
Rags, he has asked me to ask you to place him on LOA Military starting now, he thought he would be around more, but life wasn't going to work that way for him it seems..
~slips back out again~
Very well.
I do wish our brother well and I hope he can find some peace and time to relax with family and friends before returning to the sandbox!!!
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Well wishes anf hope to Him and his family
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reads this... and walks on back to my herd in silence
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I spoke with Nicolas tonight via MSN... He has asked me to formally have his character shelved. At this point in time with the new baby on the way. and He has orders to go into pre deployment status in March...to return to the sand this May. He simply no longer has the time effort or energy to role play.. He will always have tuchuk in his heart but he has decided its time to move on into real life and let this character go. He has asked for those that wish to converse to please email him at tzimiscepheonix@gmail.com. I will ask that we all continue in prayer for Nicolas and His new wife and their child that is to be born. that he will be able to do what he needs to and come home safely to them..
God Speed Mike.. you've always been loved by us.
Shylina's typist
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I spoke with Nicolas tonight via MSN... He has asked me to formally have his character shelved. At this point in time with the new baby on the way. and He has orders to go into pre deployment status in March...to return to the sand this May. He simply no longer has the time effort or energy to role play.. He will always have tuchuk in his heart but he has decided its time to move on into real life and let this character go. He has asked for those that wish to converse to please email him at tzimiscepheonix@gmail.com. I will ask that we all continue in prayer for Nicolas and His new wife and their child that is to be born. that he will be able to do what he needs to and come home safely to them..
God Speed Mike.. you've always been loved by us.
Shylina's typist
I can only echo Shy's feelings in this matter.
Serve well bro and come home safe to your family!!!