((Posted as Jamie Peterson))
After leaving the courthouse, I stopped and picked up a lockable journal. As a free spirit now with Liam gone, I intend to enjoy life. I still want to continue my career as a singer and dancer, but I have enough money now that I'll never have to worry.
Liam had a iron grip over me. He told me if he ever caught me with another man, he'd put me out on the street penniless. I know that might have been part of the reason Brittany killed him, in spite of me saying no.
On Friday I spent $100 for my first massage at the Carnegie Hill Spa. Jason Maloney truly has those soft wonderful hands that Lindsay described in her weekly column. I tipped him quite nicely and scheduled a massage every week with Jason for now on.
Amy Smart, a New York Life Insurance agent, met with me the other day and handed me a check for one million dollars. That was the policy Liam took out for me incase anything ever happened to him. I plan a nice shopping spree this weekend where I can buy some stuff Liam would have never approved.