I get this message....just now...as I try to wipe clean my babies "Tads"..the only thing that she adores and can interact with...
prism, darling, you could have really topped it off, and sent me this message tomorrow...yah..my birthday...
but since its today, and were here....
HOW DARE YOU!
this is what you wrote me:
"Wow.. All this pain and anguish on one board and all that love and mushy shit on another.
Shelved your character to work on your R/T issues.. NOT! Shelved your character to go be another character in another home.
You could have just told the truth. It is things like this that make me suspicious of everyone around me. Thanks."
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oh...gee....sorry i didnt check with your sense of security first!
and My response....VERY wrong time to push whats going on with Me...VERY wrong time...
"ex fucking scuse Me?
this popped out of the goddamn blue....i only knew about it a day or so ago....
and how DARE you fucking question my RT!!!
i just found out, and have had to be taking buses for hours, to see my recently diagnosed bipolar, depressed, and detached psychosis daughter....who we do not know what to do with yet!!!
Ive set foot ONE TIME in the home....Ive talked to IW on fucking msn, not rp'd with him or "abandoned" MTC for any goddamn created or even thought of in advance designs!!!
But now...yep, NOW...I do see..what many speak of....AFTER the fact!
You know what? take your tampon, shove it up your ass, and rotate, before accusing me of making up MY RT FOR AN EXCUSE, you judgemental little bitch.
I had a goddamn TIA two days ago...again....and was out the longest ive ever been....from morning through 930-10 or so at night....have been told, yes, my baby will die, and I might as well...
You fuckin come HERE....see what I deal with....how i comfort a autistic baby as well, who gets frustrated and angry cause she cannot speak....
and IM THE ONE WHO DEALS WITH ALL THE FUCKING FALLOUT!
No daddies, no help, no NOTHING! its JUST ME
So...fucking stuff it, prism!
come walk in MY goddamn shoes for a mile..I guarantee you wont make it ten feet...with what io have to deal with...."
this is what I get...for posting a short, brief post..about really needing an outlet....I explianed myself there...
I WONT explain Myself to you again, prism!
for the love of god.....i really, thought you better, inside, than that.....
