Denny had me run down to Trenton, NJ with him late Sunday afternoon, and we didn't get back until very late Monday night. Consequently, I missed the dinner meeting with Diego on Monday night. I didn't even find out about it until Tammi returned and told me about it. I can't say that I hate that I missed it... but I know this conversation will happen, and I'm only postponing the inevitable. Tammi wanted to call him on Tuesday, but I convinced her that Diego and I will talk... soon. She told me what his concerns were, and that she assured him that she would continue to work as needed with her high profile "clients".
That was something that we had already discussed between ourselves. We both have jobs that require us to have certain "hands on" experience with our clients. We've always known that, and we have agreed that we will continue to work at our jobs without bringing "work home with us". In other words, we have agreed that we won't discuss details of what we have to do for our jobs with each other. We both think that will help us as we explore our new stage of our relationship with each other.
Relationship... somehow that word doesn't seem so scary when it's Tammi that is the other half of that relationship. ... rolls the phrase "other half" around in his brain a few times... Funny how well that fits, "other half". She has become a definite fixture in my life... a part of me now. She knows me better than I know myself it seems. She can finish my thoughts as easily as I can at times. Is this what it feels like to be in Love, not just in lust? Hopefully we will get to find out. I guess I need to have that talk with Diego.
