greetings my Master,
might you consider beating this girl?
this really is not a request for an unearned punishment or reward (a Master's touch is a Master's touch). she begs that you read on.
i think i have learned not to hint but speak open and honestly, to not act impulsively but to think things thru, to be careful what i ask for and then ask once and not push
i have an incredible amount of pent up emotion from the past month that i am concerned as to how they might be released when i come Home
i understand that ultimately i have to trust myself and my actions, that i am slave, your Tuchuk slave and this might be one of those lessons i have to learn on my own
still i ask for your help...because i need your help, please
so much feels out of control to her and its the most awful feeling.
please chose to search her whole heart and belly depths and see this is not a death wish nor a backwards plea for pampering but a true hope for help as only her Master might
ferociously fragile,
kiah{MTC}