needing time

[Dream]

I've been having some issues that I need to work out. I'm not sure how I'm going to work it out, but right now, its got me so torn inside that all I do is cry when I think about things. These things I have talked to Rags about. For now, I can't seem to find happiness within myself, let alone trying to find happiness and be a productive camp member. I have come to camp, but when no one talks to you, makes the loneliness seem that much more there. So I have decided to take a LOA. I don't want to shelve and I don't want to just leave. But until I can figure out my r/t life, and find the right road, well, that is what I need to concentrate on.  I will check the boards and have my msn on when I can. I can only ask that you all don't forget about me completely.

Jo's typist

[RAGNAR]

*huggers you tight*

[Mysta]

*warm smiles and hugs*
How could You be forgotten???
will be waiting when You get back!

by then hopefully ill be better, *L*..(ive not gotten better in almost a week of being dreadfully, sweating sick)

[Thalia]

I love you... I know all about the RT things that make you just want to cry, that make it impossible to see any sort of path, whether RT or VT... IMs and ICQ are always an option if you need a shoulder; otherwise, I'm right here when life sorts itself out and you return to us.

[Dream]

Just to let those who care know, I am still breathing. Part of me feels dead inside, part of me feels like screaming at the top of my lungs. I have yet to figure out that road that I must take, and the longer it takes me to try to find that road, the foggier the road looks making it so hard to see if it is the right road. With all the stress of it, the headaches have returned to me full force, lasting anywhere from 4 to 7 days at a time.....which makes it even harder to think.  I miss my family here and hope y'all don't forget or give up on me.

Johari's typist

((ps to Rags......there has been no answer from either Buddha or ameeshia to that IM sent to both of them))

[Mysta]

*just sends tight hugs that words cannot express*...

Ive been ...like that....recently....and, deal with major depression very often still....
My heart was lightened much, by coming in to Home today*S*....
I hope We can help You, if You need such, ..even just a phone call, some flowers!...or, just a hug left for You*S*
~CarrieAnne~...
Serenity-The Happy Hour Maker

[RAGNAR]

*Huggers my sis* KOTC i still have an ear and a shoulder sis.

[Sahara]

Jo,

  You will never be forgotten, only missed. Please take care of yourself and know that your family is here for you should you feel it's right to return.


Love
Kendra
Sah's typist

[Shadow duck]

no matter what Mistress chanz will always remember you.. leaves ya tons of hugs an lil kisses...