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First off I need to say Yyou have been and are My friends and a extend rt family. Many of Yyou know I have been struggling with even wanting to rp for the last year or so. I have searched My heart and reached a decision and it is time to share it with you.
The more I am gone , I miss rping less and less. It doesn't hold the joy for Me it once did. Nor do I have the time I feel I can properly give to rp.
I need to walk away, take an extended LOA , shelve or simply retire, only time will tell which it is to be. I have sat at the pc every night since I got back, staring at the entry page to come in and rp. I just can't find it in Me at this time to even load My codes. Please understand this has nothing to do with MTC or gor as a whole, it has to do with Me and My life and where I am right now.
Tthose of Yyou that know how to reach Me please do so if Yyou see Me around msn or ICQ. Aall of Yyou are dear to Me and I hold much love and warmth for Yyou Aall.
Rags... You have taught Me more about Myself then I care to know at times.*huggers*... My WM membership will stay with MTC as Im not going elsewhere in gor to rp. And hopefully We can speak soon in Q. I will understand if Your upset with Me or do not understand this choice I am making. But it is the best thing I can do for Myself presently. I feel pulled in to many directions, and must simply see to My rt life at this time.
Zale, I pray You don't feel I have let You down,but this is something I must do, please remember My dear friend You are always in My thoughts and heart. And I hope We have a chance to speak soon.
Remember Aall, we are always Family whether together or apart. Love and happiness to each and Eeveryone of You.
Christiana
" Vala"
