I'm usually weird and do my "I'm thankful" thread by myself on or around December 22nd, but I can do it early this year. It's 6 in the morning, what the hell.
I'm thankful for all of the friendships I have found and lost in my life. Though each friendship I have lost has hurt, the experience has taught me something.
I'm thankful for the internet. Without it, I would have never met my husband, my true father, or all of the people who have gotten me through some of the worst times in my life.
I'm thankful for the opportunity to carry a new life into this world. Even though I get little sleep, and the lump makes sure I'm purely uncomfortable most of the time awake, he's given me a reason a smile every day since I found out I was pregnant.
I'm thankful for a best friend that I not only share a birthday with, but I share everything with (well not everything, but you get the picture). She encourages the best, and the worst in me, with no qualms about how silly we look together when we're being awful.
I'm thankful for the caring sweet woman behind my girl. I didn't think anyone could care enough as she does, and I am just glad that she does care, and loves me with all of her heart.
I'm thankful for the man who has shown me who a real father is, without even the benefit of being blood related. A father, a friend, a person who, listens and understands, and lets me rant, and knows when to step back and let me wallow for a little bit with only the words "I love you, Daughter" left ringing in my mind.
I'm thankful for every opportunity I get to wake up each morning, and greet the world with either a "F you" or a smile, depending on how I feel, because I'm free to do so. Not a day goes by I don't think about the soldiers who fought for that freedom, and still do today.
I'm thankful for, and it may sound silly, chocolate. Without it, dark, sweet, semi-sweet, mint flavored or covering peanut butter, I surely would have killed someone by now.
And I think that's it for now. It really is 6 am, and I find myself almost being thankful for just about everything and everyone right now. I'm going back to bed. Goodnight.
Amber