snare i know what you are going through i go through it every day, the pain, the why me's, the lose of family over it, if you ever need to talk and im online just im me or leave me a message on boards, and yes you are right without the help of this family kadi dont know where she would be, like every family there is and will be fights but again like any family we make up, i have been in this home for a long time now and i love every single member like my rt family they are here when you need to talk, they are here when you need to cry and when you need to cheer, Tuchuk WM is the best home on all of Gor and you couldnt wish for a better family
hugs kadi xxxx