For a Season

[sinnocent]

I've put this off long enough, though I've not had the words...they seemed to slip away with each attempt so I will just say the words in my heart.. I spoke with Ragnar last evening.. because he deserved as much from me...

Many things have changed for me the last few months..and while I've spent the last years running from things.. its all come to an end.. and I can run no more.. and so I've turned and sought the one who has been watching me tear my world apart...and have asked to be redeemed..I've known a long time I had a job to do.. and I ran from it and God... thank goodness.. he is patient....

There is so much living for me to do outside this computer and I plan on living it.. so many things I need to be doing.. and time doesn't allow me to be here and role playing any more...

I've met many here that I will love and forever hold in my thoughts as I go on... some I've not had such good relations with for what ever reasons..yet I take no harsh things with me.. only a heart for those who did try and see me for what I was...

I pray that Ragnar will never have to look back and regret his choice to take me as a slave...and I pray that in my time here that I did show by example good ways.. and not those I've seen posted about lately... I never wished to be anything but a good slave... though I did miss the mark at times.

I take you all with me some way or another.. and though our paths will probably never cross again... I will continue to keep you all in my prayers... I believe prayer works... God is God.. and He is ever faithful to keep his words to us...

To those who've been so sick.. your names are forever on my lips and lifted to God, He says my prayers are like Sweet Incense to him.. and so I pray his Mercy and Healing in your lives... and I will check now and again for the reports that will bring Glory to his name.


The last months have kept me with work and the total breaking of my rebellious spirit... and so my days now when I am not crying... are spent drowning in his Knowledge and seeking His path for my life...

I thank each and every one of you whom have made my time here a wonderful thing.. and I pray the Home will continue to thrive.. and that you all will be blessed in these tough times...

and while I was in Sin for a season... I am Redeemed Eternally...

God Bless and Keep you All...

When you remember me.... I pray its as a good memory....

Me

[RAGNAR]

*Huggers* KISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

All is well. *S*

[prism {*RgR*1*}]

Amen

*hugs*

[sinnocent]

-hugs you both- thank you two for being the awesome people you are...and for acknowledging my post...I had thought perhaps a few others would give their best...-grins- but the two important ones have so all is well ...


I hope your Christmas is filled with beautiful things... and the New Year with more blessings than can be counted...

you have my Q if you should ever wish to speak...

[ki]

has been drowned with work and not kept up with things...

take his well wishes with you.. he has always thought of you
as an awesome person  and slave

hugs

[Alex]

good luck have fun and well always be here

[Lilac]

leaves hugs and knows He will lead you on the path you are on

[Raziel]

-hugs you both- thank you two for being the awesome people you are...and for acknowledging my post...I had thought perhaps a few others would give their best...-grins- but the two important ones have so all is well ...


I hope your Christmas is filled with beautiful things... and the New Year with more blessings than can be counted...

you have my Q if you should ever wish to speak...

You know, there are some folks that happen to work early or go to bed early or late and sometimes they just dont see the boards till they have the time.  Give people a chance to actually view the threads and then a chance to respond to it before you segregate people into important ones versus non important ones.  That presumption there might make a few upset and not want to post hun.  All should be loved and viewed at equally.

I wish you the best in your future endeavors.

Raz

[Salem]

-hugs you both- thank you two for being the awesome people you are...and for acknowledging my post...I had thought perhaps a few others would give their best...-grins- but the two important ones have so all is well ...


I hope your Christmas is filled with beautiful things... and the New Year with more blessings than can be counted...

you have my Q if you should ever wish to speak...

What Raz said. I only just came onto the board now to check for anything new. I am sorry to see you go, but I love to watch you leave.

You will be missed by this Tuchuk. I wish you all the best life has to offer.

[flame{NS}]

wishes you all the luck... leaves you hugs and kisses.. if you ever need some one to talk t o  you can im me here on the boardss.. smiles...



da flame

[kadi{MTC}]

well wishes

kadi

[~Dylan~]

Good luck with whatever path you take.


~D~

[rep]

i wish you every happiness

kiah

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i came back to edit this because i'm upset, i'm going to miss you. i understand, completely, but i'm going to miss you

[Nexhias]

Though I know we were not the best of friends-- it is my sincere wish that your life in r/t is the very best it can be for you.  May God's light always keep your pathways in life lit.