my thanks to all for your thoughts, prayers, and well wishes.
i am home though i am naught in very good shape right now. it seems this may become n ongoing issue and i will be somewhat "off" my usual mark until it is resolved.
i think this may seem to be a long road back this time bu as always i am hopeful and deermined to make it.
i am ill tempered and growly... and with that i only become more determined. it seems odd how for me, the more the odds stack up against me i can only fight back harder and strengthen my resolve to continue.
in order to try and keep the rp in our home continuing and maintain the activity and heart Tuchuk holds in spirit, i will come up with a way to allow myself some time to rest and recover and still keep our home running true. bear with me for a few more days until i am able to get everything in working order to do so.