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« Reply #165 on: February 27, 2020, 10:45:52 PM »
...Probably my MOST FAVORITE PIECE OF MUSIC!!!   ;D ;D ;D

...It is Bydlo...by Mussorsky.  (sp)  It is about an Ox Cart...the cellos just keep tramping...and the other instruments add what is going on.  Playing the cello, I just kept the beat steady.  I had pretty much BULLIED the music teacher in HS to have us play this at a Competition...and we got a Gold Medal!!!   ;D ;D ;D  I read the Judges notes, and they wrote that the 1st cellist had kept a steady beat!!!   ;)  (That was ME!!!!...BTW...I have a metronome in my head.  I can put food in the microwave, set the timer...and walk back JUST as it stops.  I can also wake up at EXACTLY when I need to.  Often, I will look at the clock...and groan...and the alarm goes off right away.   :P)

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« Reply #166 on: February 27, 2020, 11:11:02 PM »
...That is the piano part that the Genious Russian wrote!!!   :)  I leaned to play it...and it took a LOT out of me...once I had the notes down.  I, actually, didn't play it very often.  For some reason, it would make me ANGRY!   >:(  I liked the early part, just a gentle melody, but then it gets very omnious.  I would feel my entire body getting tense...and at the big climax...I would be pounding my hands on the piano!!!   :P  "Righty" would be jumping, and playing octives...and "Lefty" would be HAMMERING the complex chords!!!   >:( >:( >:( >:(

…Once, a Senior Piano Major opened the door of the practice room I was in...I was a Frosh...and she said..."I thought that you were a cellist."  as I was playing this.

...I just sat for a moment, brushing my hair away from my face...and said...

…"Right now, I am not sure what I am."  She got me to get up from the bench, and we went to the coffee house...and talked of a number of things. 

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« Reply #167 on: February 28, 2020, 01:56:21 PM »
You know sis, I have found I can "play" pretty much anything set in front of me (percussion speaking). However, my personal best performances were when I was angry, broken hearted, desiring, or even just feeling completely separated from the entire matter. Not bored, not thinking of other things, just a sort of separation... a division as if seeing it all unfolding yet not really being there if you know what I mean.

We know, as do some others, music is every emotion in the spectrum, every combination of such as a piece or show continues. It transcends all boundaries. Races, religions, languages, all of them. It is a universal language unto itself.

I have done a two hour set that has left me more physically, emotionally, and mentally spent than some gigs of four hours. It is what is brought out that does it, not necessarily what is put into it.

We know this, I just wish everyone could experience it at least once in their lives.

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« Reply #168 on: February 28, 2020, 06:41:55 PM »
…*Smiles and nods to you*  :)

...You said it better than I ever could, Brother.  Real Musicians play what the music is about...or how it is affecting them as they are performing.  At Conservatory, often, I would just sit slumped in my chair...as a student performed a work very well...but NOTHING was communicated.   :-\  There was an excellent pianist...and she was focused on studying Bach.  Many people just think Baroque music is boring, or unemotional...but ALL of us would flock to wherever she was going to perform...and sit on the edges of our chairs!!!!   ;D  She made it come alive...and you felt ALL kinds of emotions.  There was a violinist...I envied her 'Stage Presence'...she would walk onto the stage...and I would KNOW that I was going to be moved by the music.

...People would often compliment my performances...even though I was cussing myself out...in my mind...for not playing it as well as I had rehearsed it...I was my own WORST CRITIC!!!  I had a totally insane concept of what 'performance' was about.  I REALLY believed...that if I practiced hard enough...that the performance would be PERFECT!!!  But, as you know, Rags...things happen.   :P

...One of my challenges, was to calm down, and not let my emotions get too much control.  Once, performing on the cello...I actually broke the tip of my bow off...because I just SLAMMED IT on the strings.  I had to stop, and get my replacement bow...and had to work VERY HARD to calm down.  In addition to the emotions brought out by the music...I was TOTALLY PISSED AT MYSELF FOR BREAKING THE BOW!!!   >:( :o >:(

…My piano Instructor stopped me after I finished playing this piece.  "The Engulfed Cathedral".  When playing it, my mind was feeling what was going on.   :)  The Cathedral is at the bottom of the Sea...and every once in a while...it decides to rise to the surface...but...it can't stay...and sinks back to the bottom.   :'(  At the beginning, the Bells chime...and the Sea says..."No, stay here".  The Bells chime again...and the Sea keeps telling it to just stay in place.  But, the Cathedral decides to rise, and the Bells keeping chiming...and the sea roils around it.  Then, the steeple rises above the surface...and the Organ begins playing.  The Cathedral gets fully above...and the spirits of the Monks come out...and sing a Rosary.  But, the Cathedral can't stay above, and it sinks back down, as the Sea actually comforts it.  It settles back down...and the Bells chime...and the Cathedral gets quiet...until the time will come when it will want to rise again.

...He told me..."There is "Pleasure and Pain" performing music...but I have never seen someone with so MUCH pain."

...I thought about for a while...and agreed.  I changed Majors to Business Administration...but continued to study the cello and the piano.  I still felt a lot of pain when performing...but...as Rags has explained...there were so many times when a musician feels exhileration, and any other emotion you can name.  There was one work...I won't say what it is...where I was very "frisky" when I got back home.   8)

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« Reply #169 on: February 29, 2020, 10:31:12 AM »
...Pets... :)

...I feel very sad, seeing the pictures of dogs being rescued from disaster areas.  Too often, the humans just had to flee, and couldn't locate or get control of their animals.   :'(  I am very allergic to anything with fur, or feathers.  I did raise pigeons as a child...but they were taken away from me when it was determined that they were why I was having a lot of trouble breathing at times, and had to be taken to the Hospital for a breathing therapy treatment.  That was HELL...they would strap a mask to my face, and force air in and out of my lungs, and inject me with all kinds of drugs.   :P  The drugs were a stimulant, and I wouldn't be able to sleep well for three days.   :o

...When we moved to the 5 acre parcel in the foothills, we did 'adopt' two dogs that a neighbor didn't want to have anymore.  At times, I would play with them and pet them...but I would IMMEDIATELY go and take a shower.  I also had my 'emergency inhaler' if needed.  We buried them on the hillside, when they died...and planted an English Oak tree near their graves...as a marker.

...One of my most favored memory is of a friend, who's Father had a 'weiner dog'.  The dog was very friendly, but not obnoxious.  He would greet you, by 'sitting up'.  It looked like the dog was 'hinged' to the floor.  The front of his body would just rise up, until he was vertical...just his butt on the floor...and he looked happy.  At night, when everyone was just watching TV, the Father would place a small blanket on his lap, and the dog would climb on, and the Father would cover the dog.  The dog would look VERY content...and would fall asleep at times.   :)

…I did have an iguana for a while...I named her 'Didelie'.  Her little reptile brain was actually very clever.  She, of course, ate ALL of the house plants we had.  She had the run of the house.  She mostly stayed in her terrarium, where it was warm and she had water, and food.  But, she would climb out, and roam.  She mostly would sit at the window, getting the sun...to the DELIGHT of the small children in the Complex.  I bought an Arrow Plant, and placed it on an isolated shelf...figuring that she would never get to it.   :)  But, I WAS WRONG!!!   :o  It was clear that she was eating it.  I sat off to the side of the room, one morning and watched.  The lizard took the most amazing way to get close to the shelf...one part was to climb up the piano, and jump onto my music stand.  Iguanas can jump very far!!!   :o  We finally just gave up on having any house plants.   :)

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« Reply #170 on: March 01, 2020, 10:22:05 AM »
...tropical fish... :D

...I had three aquariums of tropical fish as a child...I NEVER did ANYTHING HALFWAY!   :o  One was mainly devoted to growing water plants, I would move them to another tank, or give them to friends.  Sometimes, I would grow a lot of a particular plant, and SELL them to the pet shop.   ;D  Of course, I NEVER received any money...I would just take fish, fish food, or stuff in trade.  ;D  The next tank was mainly for watching fish who seemed to be sick, or for placing new ones into it.  My large, 20 gallon tank, was the 'fancy one'.  I had rocks, nice sand, and such in it, and tried to keep a nice variety of fish in it.   :)  I wanted fish at ALL LEVELS of the tank.  Some varieties of fish like to swim at the surface, others at the mid level, and, of course, the catfish...who stay at the bottom  I always liked to have one of those very slim eels...it would bury itself in the sand...just its' nose showing.  My mother babysitted at our house, and I would explain to the young children what the fish were...and see if they could spot the eel.   ;)

…I will confess, that I REALLY ENJOYED feeding the fish live food.   ::)  Usually, it was the small shrimp you can buy.  They would swim for a little while, as the fish gobbled them down.  But, I was fascinated when I fed them tubiflex worms.  The worms were bright red, and about as thick as a small pencil lead.  Some would get past the fish, and get into the sand...but the catfish would find them.   :)  The little fish would toss sand aside as they dug into the bottom until they got to the worm, and then eat it.  :)

…I spotted tubiflex worms in a ditch, once, and decided to 'harvest' them.  ::)  They are also known as 'sewer worms'...because...well...they aren't fussy about what they eat...or the quality of the water.   :P  So, I put on boots, and got a bucket, and a small shovel, and waded into the rancid ditch.  They would pull back into the mud, if disturbed, so I had to be patient.  As soon as enough of them emerged from the mud, I would quickly scoop out the mud that they were in.  I had the bucket full of mud, when I left.  Then, came the 'fun' of gathering the worms.  I would hose down handfuls of mud, and get the worms floating in the water, and then scoop them out.  I did keep the worms isolated for a week, before I fed them to the fish.  The worms would gather themselves into a ball, and would need to use the hose to break up the ball, and then scoop up all of the dead ones, discard them and then gather some live ones, and feed them to the fish.   :)

…I only did one 'harvest'...I decided that it was worth the $2.49 I spent to buy a bag of worms from the shop, rather than 'harvest' them myself.  Heaven only knows what substances I exposed myself to, wading in that ditch.   :P :o :P

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« Reply #171 on: March 01, 2020, 01:48:45 PM »
...Angelfish... :o

...I always had a lot of Angelfish in my 20 gallon tank.  They are so elegant, and would swim at the middle level.  Problem is, they can see OUTSIDE OF THE TANK...and are curious.   ::)  I would squat in front of my 'display tank', and look carefully at what was going on.  I was looking for plants that weren't doing well, algae that was building up, and fish that didn't look healthy.   ???  But, ALL of the darn ANGELFISH would swarm in front of my face, looking at me...and I would quickly move my head...and they would soon be blocking my view of the tank, again!   >:(

…I told my brother..."Good thing that the Angelfish can't fly...I'd be walking around with a bunch of Angelfish in front of my face...STARING at me!"   ::)

…Here are the beasts.... ;)

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« Reply #172 on: March 01, 2020, 02:13:21 PM »
...These were also fun fish...they reminded me of my FIRST REAL DATE!!!!   ::) :o ;)

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« Reply #173 on: March 01, 2020, 10:44:07 PM »
...Izee' is a very GOOD fighter...that is why she became 'Huntress'.  A few times, she was challenged in the Panther Lair...

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« Reply #174 on: March 01, 2020, 11:18:54 PM »
...I just HAD to post THIS!!!!   ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::)

...This is when Marcus Hrolfson first met Ragnar!!!!   ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

...Not gonna say 'who is who'.... ::)

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« Reply #175 on: March 02, 2020, 09:01:13 AM »
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« Reply #176 on: March 02, 2020, 01:33:21 PM »
…I just LOVE this quote... :)  Although War is very sad... :'(

...The reason that the American army does so well in wartime is, is that war is chaos, and the American army practices chaos on a daily basis"
-German Officer

...Perhaps that can also be said of the Tuchuk...

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« Reply #177 on: March 02, 2020, 05:13:09 PM »
Just whistles and keeps walking...

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« Reply #178 on: March 03, 2020, 11:15:39 PM »
...I love Inspirational Songs... :)...and so many of them relate to Battle.  But, music does lift ones Heart.  During the second day of a youth Conference, all Counselors were sitting in the Office Lounge at about 1:30 am, and were totally exhausted and depressed.  Some of the kids had snuck drugs into their rooms...and me being the Dean of Women, and Jim being the Dean of Men, (we were in charge of discipline), and had spent all day searching rooms, and talking to kids.  I had had to make phone calls to parents, telling them to come and take their kids home from the week long Conference...and had had to tell them why...and had spent my day...with conscripted Counselors...sitting with the kids, and keeping them calm until their parents arrived.   :P

...We had finished discussing how we were going to handle the rest of the Conference, and the State Director had agreed that we had handled it well...but I was VERY depressed...two of the kids sent home were from my Chapter...I had never expected them to do such a thing.   :'(  Then, one of the male Counselors...who had a BEAUTIFUL baritone voice, stood, and began singing 'Hava Nagila'...a Jewish song that we have all heard.  Everyone began joining in...and started dancing an 'Hora'.   :)  I did join in singing...I didn't know all of the words...(I was a 'lapsed Catholic')...I would just join in when they were singing the words 'Hava Nagila'. I did let two of the Counselors pull me into the dance.   ;D  I just did a very corrupted quick 'foxtrot'...and jumped up and down...I didn't know the steps to the dance.   ::)

…But, it WORKED!!!   ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D  We all hugged each other, and got to bed.  I felt OK when I got up at 5:30 am...as I showered, I told myself..."You signed up for this job, you do have to keep all the kids safe, those did a very dangerous thing, and could have harmed younger kids."   :)

…Here is a VERY HEROIC SONG.  Some may recognize it...

Men of Harlech stop your dreaming
Can't you see their spear points gleaming
See their warrior pennants streaming
To this battlefield
Men of Harlech stand ye steady
It cannot be ever said ye
For the battle were not ready
Welshmen never yield
From the hills rebounding
Let this song be sounding
Summon all at Cambria's call
The mighty force surrounding
Men of Harlech on to glory
This will ever be your story
Keep these burning words before ye
Welshmen will not yield

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« Reply #179 on: March 04, 2020, 12:54:03 PM »
...Izee' didn't always travel with Heroic Warriors...especially the time after she had born Gunnar...(pregnancy and delivery does that to a woman)... ::)  But, it worked out... ;D...and Izee' got back to what she had been... ;D

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