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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #120 on: January 19, 2023, 07:59:09 AM »
Woohooo! Sure sounds like the Rags we know and love!!!

Hope you get that call, Spi. Enjoy!

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #121 on: January 19, 2023, 01:21:51 PM »
WONDERFUL NEWS, Spi.   :)  It is so good to hear that he is rallying.

I will continue the daily knee mail for him, and give thanks to God for helping him.

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #122 on: January 19, 2023, 02:01:15 PM »
Amazing. :)  Such wonderful news.
Thank you Spi <3

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #123 on: January 22, 2023, 05:03:44 PM »
update
i did get the chance to talk with Rags on the phone, He was coherent , but sounding weak, which is understandable...and my heart soared just getting to hear Him say...Tal My beauty!..that tickled me down to my toes, i will not lie

i asked Him how He was feeling, and to be honest with you all, it broke my heart into pieces hearing Him say that He wanted to go home to die, i know He is tired and He has been through so very much, more then most people ever come back from. but i could still hear a bit of that fight in Him when the nurse asked if He was ready for supper and His response was..."is it worth eating?" ...i have not had any news in the past couple of days, i have been testing and calling. but as soon as i hear anything further i will post, i would take on His pain if i could , just to have Him here, and i  will make sure He knows of everyone's thoughts and prayers so He knows how much He is loved

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #124 on: January 22, 2023, 05:57:37 PM »
who ever this is, your a disrespectful asshole


(08:49:33 ) Anonymous : I HOPE RAGNAR DIES IN REAL TIME GOR IS FOR LOSERW


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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #125 on: January 23, 2023, 07:44:55 AM »
Thank you for this update Spi. I'm glad you got your call.

Love to you Bro, always.

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #126 on: January 23, 2023, 06:06:19 PM »
Spi, I didn't want any of this to be about me, but I need to preface what I am going to say. When this latest bout of ill-health started for Rags, I sent him a private-message, telling him that I might beat him to heaven, because I had just been diagnosed with advanced throat-cancer. I had chemo and radi at the same time, and the cancer is gone now, but I had alot of misery, and alot of time and motivation to ponder these existential-issues. If I had been in the position of knowing I was not going to get better, I would have ended my suffering while I still had agency-enough to do so, rather than risk getting in a position where I wanted to die, but couldn't. I also have a strong memory, of my great-grandmother, on her 90th-birthday, confiding to me in a private-moment, "Food doesn't taste good any more.  I am ready to die."  My dad had dementia, and died in a nursing-home, a terrified animal, who they kept alive until he forgot how to swallow, and drowned in his own saliva. When Ragnar says he is ready to go, you need to believe him, because it's him. The last thing he wants to ever be is helpless.
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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #127 on: January 24, 2023, 02:56:03 PM »
Kimba, you speak truly wise words.  (and I am also glad to hear you kicked that cancer's butt)

I continue to hope for  Ragnar, hope that he will recover and not suffer. But, if the suffering is such  that even a man as strong and determined as Ragnar feels its time to let go, then that is something I can totally respect and hope if it happens, that he passes peacefully and with  the dignity that he deserves.
My thoughts and prayers are with him, Prism and you spi. Thank you so much for these updates. Sending love across the wave to you all.

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #128 on: February 02, 2023, 06:29:25 PM »
Kimba...thank You for the  wise words... i would never ever want Rags to suffer for any reason, and if i gave that impression i am truly sorry..i should not have let my emotions and feelings enter  my update posts...so thank You for reminding me of my place sincerely.

update from woobie:

They have moved Rags to a regular room now, and they are to have a meeting about the next step in His care , He is eating and drinking, and talking but the doctors are  talking about hospice care. woobie is holding up  and being strong for Rags

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #129 on: February 02, 2023, 06:44:35 PM »
Thank you so much for these updates Spi.

He really does seem to be putting up a mammoth fight.  Whatever happens, I hope he isnt suffering too much.

My thoughts are prayers are with him, Woobie and you.  My heart goes out to all of you.

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #130 on: February 02, 2023, 07:21:38 PM »
Spi, your emotions matter too.  i was just trying to help you see another perspective.
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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #131 on: February 02, 2023, 07:33:37 PM »
Thank you, Spi, for letting us know how Rags is doing, you are very considerate to all of us.  *Huggles*

I will keep the 'knee mail' going for Him, you, Woobie, and all the others who are close to him.

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #132 on: February 03, 2023, 01:42:26 AM »
Thank you, Spi! <3 Never hide your emotions, for they are who you are and nothing of yourself should ever be hidden... *huggles* At least he can get some rest without all the sounds that I am sure weren't helping with his resting that he needs to get to heal up and gather his strength. Let him know we are still here, still sending up the knee mail and the candles are still lit, burning and sending the energies both Rags and woobie both need right now. Spi, I am sending you energies to you as well, as you are also part of the family that is part of them. *hugggggggles to all involved*

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #133 on: February 03, 2023, 04:24:14 AM »
Thank you for this update!

Bro - you continue to amaze me!

Prism - please find time for self care.

Spi - You've been nothing but gracious and kind to us. Anything and everything you feel is right and changeable with a moments notice. Keep being you, it's whom Rags loves and is proud of and is an inspiration to many.

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Re: Ragnar update and Gathering
« Reply #134 on: February 10, 2023, 06:11:39 PM »
Sending My Brother and Ubar support.  He will always have My admiration.  I will always be His Askari, in this life and the next. prism know you are cherished. Spi, I don't know you, but you seem to be doing your best to serve. You honor us all.


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