It has probably been awhile since a thread like this was made.
and being the Mighty Dork that I am. (like Y'all didn't realize that)
I thought to start it up again, I'm all mushy an stuff at the moment, mostly why I'm doing this. -grunts-
And well, I was going through some old files while the net was down.
(I save some of the oddest crap I swear)
I found one from quite a long time ago.
I put it here, as well; some of those have been appreciated OOC/RT as well as VT.
and I don't really say it a whole lot as it probably should because I'm a shithead at times. heh
but anyways.
Ubar: for giving Me such endless patience, for seeing the Faults and the Strength that is in Me, among other things. for giving Me the ability to realize that a lot of things I can work out on My own, which I think I have been doing more so than ever before; so many other things You have said to Me over the years, for being like a Father when I never really had one. I thank You more than You could ever imagine.
Raz: who would've thought I'd put Your name up here. -chuckles softly- We used to butt heads and probably didn't trust each other. but That was mainly My fault, I listened to those who weren't worth the breathing room of a Pissed off wolverine. but shrugging off those thoughts and RP'ing a bit with You, then finally meeting You and then hearing what You had to say about Me, was like a punch in the chest, and realized what You had said because it was True. and You were mad for the same reason I was, though I had a less clear head about Me. but hearing You just come out an say what You did to Me, I grew such a new found Respect for You. I thank You for that, I really do.
Muse: so much to say, You have been a good friend as well. never too afraid to kick Me in the ass when I need it, which apparently is a big trend. but You too were patient with Me. and seeing You smile when You realized I started listening for Once (hell did freeze over for that btw). -scratches cheek- You know, there is much to say, I just can't remember it all right now, but I am quite sure You know. Cheeky Woman.
Lilac: for being My Music Buddy! You don't realize how much it helps when You just up an start talkin to Me about Music. and it's usually while I'm just sitting here, idle. and just breaks Me out of My thoughts. Thanks Darlin. btw I'm still not a wussy. -w-
Kitya: for always giving Me a rash of shit for no reason and probably enjoy it while doing it. -laughs- also for making Me realize it was not going to be easy coming back to camp. like Muse, there's alot to say, but can't really find the words. We're Balloon tossing Champs! -laughs-
Sid: egads, You are one of My closest friends, I don't think there isn't anything We don't talk about. You are an amazing Woman, You always put everything out there in front of Me bluntly, and You are very patient with Me as well, never afraid to tell Me how it is. and Put things into Perspective. I'm not a religious person, but I am honestly blessed to have a friend like You in My life. I think everyone is. -huggers-
Dylan: You are My Blood Brother no matter what name I have, We shared earth an grass in Person. You are My Brother. We don't seem to speak too much lately, but You've been a good friend as well, and I do love You man. You'll always be My Brother.
Hirodel: just for showing Me that pic of You in that funny fuzzy hat. I appreciate a person with a sense of humor like I have.
Haldir: You too are My Blood Brother no matter what. as I consider it to be Me, Jay an You, just like Dylan. It's Us, the Men behind the screens who are My Brothers. I know at times You want to hit Me, and I want to hit You. but We always crack a joke somewhere along the way and just go on being friends no matter what.
Phoenix: You're a Dork, but I'm a Dork too. -g- and honestly, I smiled when I saw how much You wanted to be a Scarrer, and soaked up the information that I fed You in order to be a great Elder of the Clan. I appreciate someone who has a love for Sadism like that as I do. -g-
Kels: whether Free or slave, You have been a good friend as well. and never afraid to get in My face when I'm showing My ass, as Ubar likes to say. which usually throws Me off guard and I tend to listen. (this listening thing seems to be a trend with Me). You are an amazing Woman as well. and to see You smile, warmed My heart, as I care about You a great deal, and You're One of the few who can make Me calm down if I'm mad in an instant. where most are happy to just let Me be, You just tell Me to stop and breathe. I appreciate that alot as You know I hate My temper more than most.
Malefic: I won't get sappy with You, I won't get long winded. but I know You know I appreciate Your friendship.
Sahara: for being a book worm dork like Me and enjoy Terry Goodkinds works. -chuckles- for BS'ing with Me nights I couldn't sleep. and for You just being You.
Satiara: Yeah, didn't see that coming did Ya. -laughs- Well, I know You know who I am, and I know the last time We really spoke it was in a big screaming match, and I seriously showed My ass, and acted immaturely. For that, I do apologize. You were one of My closest friends, and No matter how mad I got, alot of the things You said, You were right, and I realized that. (probably a lil late in listening, but I did listen finally) You're a good Woman. as I said at the beginning, I was going through files from the past, and I had more than a few where You stood up for Me, and I felt such an Unbearable Guilt for the way I acted. I saw how hard You stood up for Me, how pissed You were when it concerned Me in those files. I felt like such an ass, I realized that I probably didn't show You My appreciation at all. but there's nothing like a kick in the shorts to make someone see what they were blind to. I know, actions speak louder than words. but still. I do appreciate You, I am sorry, and I hope to be Your friend again sometime in the future.
Taryn: hell You know I how feel.
Vala: You too, are an amazing woman, Patient as well, and always giving Me a kick in the ass when I need it. love ya darlin.
Yaya: You're just a brat, but also have been a good friend. -huggers-
woobie: for being evil and happy about it. made Me giggle and smile inside. -g-
aisling: for showing Me things I thought were gone, for listening to My idiotic ramblings, for showing passion in the littlest of things, for being a goober. -inches away, grins- but for being an ear, and a shoulder, so many things to say, but you know what they are. -kisses your forehead-
duckie: just for being you, which makes Me chuckle at times.
dee: imp, -chuckles an shakes My head- for making Me smile when I didn't want to. damn slaves I swear. for listening to My idiotic ramblings too.
lure: another one to listen to My idiotic ramblings when I was all mopey or whatever. a real doll and a damn good friend. a big dork as well, and a goober.
I'm sure there is more, but My brain hurts now from all that thinking. -rubs temples-
there are names that are not up there, but it's not on purpose. (so don't feel left out or anything)
All in All, I appreciate everyone.
All of You have been so patient, makes Me wonder at times, but I just accept it.
-steps back as I'm sure there are others who want to appreciate others, smiles a bit and waits to read, if any that is-
