kiah

[sinnocent]

I've sat back and watched and read... and pondered...and I am not sure what all is going on..but I have missed you in camp...and our PMs..which were very special to me..and I just wanted you to know.. that despite the differences.. how you feel how I feel.. I think differences are what make people better and make the world a place that ALL can find a place to belong.... so long as anger and name tossing and such don't enter the picture...because then it becomes personal... as I felt attacked for my feelings.. and backed out to keep from saying ugly things.. and just moved along with my thoughts....

If everyone thought the same.. it would be really boring..

I guess I am rambling, I just wanted you to know.. that I am sad about the things I've read and seen..and in missing you in camp...I am glad your around more now and hope to see you again...but most of all.. I wanted you to know.. I don't care any less about you because you disagree with me and me with you... I still consider you my friend.. one of no others who've offered a hand of friendship to me since I came here... even though you hated me when I came here -grins- we've shared a few things and I've enjoyed speaking with you.. and when I was down.. YOU were the ONLY one to PM me with a smile or a thinking of you...

I don't know what the future holds now with all this mess...but I hope that you will always know.. you have a friend.. even if I won't agree with you...or you with me about some things... a Friend always looks past those differences...


hugs for you today....

[Salem]

It's things like this that make me realize that it was never a coincidence that I kept coming back to call Tuchuk home over the past years. Roleplaying is one thing, but I very rarely have ever felt like I was home in any other room since I first started Gor over a decade ago. Well said sinn, as I am sure that reflects the feelings we all hold for each other.

[rep]

sinn,

i read this a few hours ago and had no words only tears. i'm hoping i can find the words now even if i will still cry while typing them

i'll start with 'thank you'. a simple, humble 'thank you'.

..and since this is hard already i will skip to the little bit of humor and jump on it!..~soft laugh~...yes, i hated you, so confident and beautiful, everything i was not. i was jealous and scared and i think i even complained about you breaking a rule...~chuckle~...i don't remember a lot between the very beginning and a bit past there but i do remember asking you about the dances...and while mine was a hmm creative disaster. at least something good came from it because i think that is when the friendship first began...

..that seems so long ago, so much changing since then ~pausing~ a lot of good, a lot of bad, and a tiny bit of worse...life happened..and then shit happened...and how i wanted this to be beautiful like yours. maybe it's my turn to babble...

i'm glad i was able to help you in some small way. you speaking out, you saying these words, meaning these words, means the world to me, touches me deeply and i'll never forget that you are here, now, when it's probably not popular to be and when i really need one.

i would like to be your friend, to be a good friend to and for you.

thank you so very much to want to be mine

[sinnocent]

hugs you and wipes your tears....no thanks required... we all have our times... we all are human..and we all make mistakes and sometimes we all say things that when looking back we wish we hadn't... I am not a fair weather friend...
as for the jealousy thing.. I think we've covered that.. since there was nothing to be jealous of...not of me least wise... as we can see.. sin isn't making heads turn or men tremble.. actually all sin has managed to do is piss a few off..for what ever reasons...wasn't intended.. but it happened... and so i flounder..trying to find a place for me to be...smiles softly...and i miss my friend...

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

[rep]

~saunters up, smiling sweetly~...i did the deed today...did you?...~grins and giggles~

[sinnocent]

what deed would that be..oh sweetly smiling one?

[rep]

~cracks up and goes to get coffee before truly replying~