*ponders where to start and just doesn't know any more*
I have talked to Krul and Poppa and after making sure They were fully updated on things with Me, have now come here to fill in the family. This is hard for Me so please understand if I'm not totally making sense in this post.
First, as you all know I am not around much if at all. Many think it's to do with Krul not being on-line, fact is that its not. I am dealing with some serious health issues of my own that are keeping me very down and not able to do hardly anything.
I have in the past few months been dealing with a serious issue of Migraines. To the point of blacking out and lost over 20 pounds from the vomiting part of it. They have no idea why I'm getting them this badly or this often. I've gone through the first rounds of MRI's and ct-scans and a few other tests and now am trying different meds to prevent and treat them. In doing all of this there was another discovery found. I have cervical and ovarian cancer. I'm now also going through treatments for those as well. I have already done the first surgery and am recovering okay from it. Colposcapy (or how ever the hell you spell it) on the cervix was able to remove only the effected cells, so far they can save the cervix. Ovaries are down to 1 now and praying to save it. Doc wanted to take both, I said no. I have my reasons. Either way, I'm focusing on my recoveries and battling the migraines.
Until I can get them under control, it's not fair for me to keep every one wondering if I am going to be on-line or not.
Krul- Thank you for your support and understanding through all of this over the last few months. You are my rock and my strength and without the nights of talking on the phone and the minutes that you gave me scattered throughout MSN, cause I was too nauseous to stay up, I wouldn't have made it this far. I am the luckiest FW of Gor to have a Mate like You. You are My Heart and My Soul. I love You soo much and am continuously amazed by Your love and devotion to Me. The yrs that You have stood by My side have made Me proud to be Your Woman and You My Man. I have never once regretted the choices I have made with You. I have never once doubted that You were My other half that made Me whole. FC'ing You was the best choice I ever made and I love You more then You can ever know. I plan on making You see that everyday for the rest of Our lives on Gor. I will be back, and I promise that I will not forget Your faith and devotion while I am gone. You are everything that a FW dreams of in a Companion, but more so in a Life Mate. I am so glad You never gave up on Me all those years ago when We first started talking. I love You.
