Just in case anyone wonders why Ive been weird or moody lately I thought that I might owe eveyone an explaination...
For the last few months my roomie has been dating this guy that I dont like, and shes started acting diffrent, being really secretive, and all around weird, and I cant say that its his fault but given the situation im leaning that way...
well shes decided that shes moving out no matter what in may when the lease is up on our aparpment, but with my bad luck with roomies im kinda freaking out...
AJ however is planning on moving in with me come the first of the year, so its gonna be nice, I know its gonna be an adjustment cause Im used to my own routine... but Im excited about it none the less.
Health wise life is stable, im trying to eat better and exersize more, and even go grocery shopping more often, im off the meds that were making me all skatter brained and im doing much better without them, since I started actuaccly listening to the nutritonist I havent had nearly as many tummy problems, so im happy there. the migranes are getting worse and more frequent, I know thats because Im stressed, but the doctor only gave me one option at that point, cut out the stress.
But, the holidays are fast approaching, and that sorta spells mental health disaster, I know that I tend to get the "holiday blues" and with all the shit thats going on in my home life Im already stressed out and unhappy alot of the time. so for anyone that has noticed that my usual perky attiude took a shit and turned into a snappy attitude, I apolgize in advance. Petsitting for the few days has made me realise how alone I am all of the time and with how irratable I have been lately.
This time at least I have a plan, Im already looking for a new roomie, and trying to get stuff with the lease handled so that I wont end up screwed in the end. but I have to be honest, I have been around less because of all the shit thats been going on, and its because I have been trying to be fair about it, I dont like going into camp in a bad mood and just being all bitchy, and its not fair to anyone that may get on the bad side of it in that moment.
So, long story short, Im flipping out and totally stressed cause of the stuff going on at home, and if Ive accidentently taken my fustrations out on anyone of you, I apolgise, I dont want anyone to take it personal, I jsut have a hard time staying rational at times.
-the stressed out typist behind Shoko
