I debated not posting at all to the OOC part of this post, because Raziel really said it all, and rather nicely as well. However....
The drama you hate so much? That you can't stand to be around? That you're leaving MTC because you can no longer deal with it? Yeah, that was created by YOU. Sure, we have drama, any home does, none can be completely free of it, and we all deal with as accordingly as we can. However, the drama you are speaking of? Completely and totally created by you.
For instance:
The night you openly posted to damita about adding her to your msn and vice versa. It was a big oopsie on your part for two reasons. One - You dropped the PM, if you hadn't none of us would have known about Two. Two - You broke the rules of MTC. Slaves are not supposed to be handing out their messengers to anyone but council, Coordinators, and trainers, and their personal owner. Which you were not. When reminded of said rule, you went off on Kelsey, who was only doing her job as a Council member, and Slave Coordinator. Real mature.
The night damita was on your porch. You were coddling a slave who had been in trouble, keeping her to yourself, because "you were the right person" to handle her at the moment. No, you were keeping her out of trouble, so that someone in MTC might actually LIKE you. Granted, that was the most interaction I have seen you do upon my coming to MTC - and let's face it, in four years that I have been here? And that's the most interaction? Yeah, that's pretty sad, Tiggie. What happened anyway? I glanced to the slave on your porch, and you PMed, flipped out on me, cursed me, and told me to stay the fuck out of your business and not look at the slave on YOUR porch. You left immediately afterwards. Oh yes. That was my JOB sweetheart. To look at that slave on your porch, because she wasn't YOUR slave. Perhaps you would understand the meaning of the word JOB if you had actually come into MTC and worked your CLAN or done anything besides sit on your porch like a lump because "Krul isn't here. Where is Krul? Why did Krul leave me all alone?"
The night of Ubara's Pyre. Oh yes, let me get to this, because in all honesty, you are an ass hat, and nothing could have made me so tired of you, than that night. Your posts alone, riled me up. About how your friends were there to comfort YOU. You had a huge Tuchuk family, all mourning along with you, but you asked folks in to comfort YOU. Oh, and let me begin on katerina (or however you spell that girls name). Her actions, thoughts, everything about her was INAPPROPRIATE considering the mood Tuchuk was in. It was irking everyone. Oh of course.. Except for YOU and your POSSE. Taryn PMs the girl to tell her to tone it down? And instead of letting her MASTER decide what to say to Taryn. You immediately jump on Taryns ass, telling her that these people were your friends, and that Taryn should shut her mouth because it wasn't about Taryn, but about Nexhias. And that you had beef with Taryn about shit she supposedly said about you. And she had no right to talk to katerina because these people were here to comfort YOU. No. That night was about Nexhias. And you... once more.. made it all about you. Taryn wasn't the only one who was pissed about that slave that night, she was just the one who made mention of it to the slave. But you couldn't see that could you? Nope. There was Tiggie, all wrapped up in her own little world again, wondering how she could make everything about HER.
And the humdinger, the ringer, the one thing you seem to be pissed off about more than anything at the moment. Then night you returned to Camp from a 24 ahn kaiila ride around the footlights of Camp. Both you and he had to go to bed the first night, so you picked up RP where you had left off, without asking Poppa if that would be ok. So you return to Camp, riding IN FRONT OF A MALE UNKNOWN TO OUR HOME on his Kaiila, and act like everything is going to be ok? And when Poppa tells you that it is not ok, and that it was inappropriate. What happens then? Oh yes. You make it all about YOU again. About how no one wanted YOU to have fun. Or YOU to spend time with a Man who makes you smile after Krul left. You even went so far as to say that Nexhias' death to Poppa, was the same as Krul leaving to you. Nyuh uh, Sister. Not the right way to go. It's called tact. It's called using your brain. If you had just simply accepted it for what it was, instead of opening your mouth and letting it spew shit, you may have had better luck. Yer all pissed off about the trough? Yeah, that was a reminder, that despite being a Daughter, you are still a Woman, and sometimes, Women need to be put in their places. Oh but nope. You got all huffy because YOU weren't invited to a dinner. Oh boo hoo, please cry me a river, the plains are kinda dry.
And so you are leaving. -shrugs- I knew about it the night of Nex's pyre, when you told my husband over MSN, that it was bullshit, that you were leaving MTC and never coming back, because MTC was NOT the same place it once was, and Krul was right. No.. MTC has changed. Apparently, we are just less tolerant to your Drama Queen BS than we were a few years ago when you actually showed up regularly, or perhaps, we haven't changed at all, and you have. Because you certainly are not the same Woman I met almost 8 years ago in PP.
You bitch and complain about these people, being more family than we were. Wonder why. You came into the room, the first time, after awhile, and I got messages from people. PMs from people. Who is that? Where did she come from? What is going on? And I had to explain who you were to these people, because you never showed up. And when you did, it was when Krul made his brief appearances, before you both disappeared again. Oh and everytime you got called on something, or said something that was not appropriate to people (i.e, your rant in my PM over damita) you just left, stormed off, and didn't come back for months at a time. Let me tell you something sister. We aren't at all perfect, and those who think they are, are delusional. We all make mistakes, the trick of it is, to make sure you stick around and learn from them. Obviously you have not.
If you were leaving because you cried behind the screen, because MTC just wasn't "right for you", because you had made an honest effort and it just didn't work out? You wouldn't be getting this rant. But since you couldn't get the attention you needed from MTC. Because no one would rush right out of their way from the current RP to go seek you out, to hold your hand, hug you, and make sure YOU were ok, despite what all else was going on in Camp, you are leaving. You were alone, because you chose to be. Even in your IC post - Hope my True Vala will be ok. Yeah well, I can't speak for Vala, but I would like to know where SANDRA was, when Vala lost her Daughter during Migration and probably could have used her True, Sandra. Oh. You couldn't make that all about you huh? Or you were too busy playing somewhere else.
To be honest, Tiggie? You were already gone. Have been for awhile. Some people remember you. Some do not. Those of us who do? Will try to think of you fondly every now and again, though we'll be hard pressed to do so with how you have been acting lately. Those who don't know you, or don't remember you? Well then, I guess that's already resolved isn't it?
Be well with your Clique, the people who really do "love" you and "care" for you. I hope you find happiness. If you don't post here, I am quite sure I will hear it from Terran/Beau when you message him on MSN to bitch about me.
Amber
