There is something there. There is something here. This something is the need for gossip or rumor. It is the basis of such foundations. People who leave, really, should simply leave and be gone, stay gone and do not return.
If you were so unsatisfied with MTC and with people here or the interaction you recieved or even the lack of interaction, or you felt like an outcast, disrespected, dishonored, or forced yourself into the home then fine, it is all solveable, which you accomplished on your own. You left. Stay gone.
I cannot help but find it amusing that so many return to these boards, to read what is posted, written or discussed so that they may have something to talk about in their own home or with people who also left feeling slighted in some small meager way.
Here is the kicker, because I know some of you still call or pm or email others in this home, trying to "phish" for information about what is going on or how the camp is taking your leaving etc etc. Guess what? We are just fine, always have been, always will be. Do you know why? Because YOU were an outcast as you painted yourself to be, YOU were the victim as you proclaim you are. YOU were not so important while in camp so do you honestly think that now that you are gone that we weep over your departure? That your absence is so detrimental to the survival of MTC that it will fall apart and perhaps by some miracle we would beg for your return?
No. Because honestly, YOU didnt put forth the effort. You probably lied somewhere along there, or talked trash or whispered your plots behind others backs or in PMs. How many of your "friends" did you do such things to? Even those that think you are friends with now, you have whispered such uncaring and hurtful remarks. I remember them all. There is something to be said about being the keeper of secrets.
Save face. Leave and simply be gone. You dont like MTC, we wronged you, ok, so be done with it. Go get coddled someplace else or for Christ's sake, be active in your own home.
"Yet....I just dont know....I just...Yes, I....I have to return to their boards, I have to see if they are talking about me...I have to check up on what they are doing or saying so I can have something to gossip about."
Pathetic. Simply pathetic. Dont you have your own boards? Can you not have your discussions there? Or are you so fascinated still with this home that you just HAVE to be here, perusing our boards?
Grow up, get over it and move on. If you have friends here then talk to them on their preferred method of chat. I dont care. Im not condemning anyone that wishes to remain friends, the only thing I condemn is the need to pry into business that does not concern anyone else but MTC.
Everytime I see names pop up in users active, I cannot help but laugh, because you are laughable. You found a home, you wanted to be there, so you are...try being as active in your home as you are in our boards looking for more gossip to talk about. The only thing you are doing by popping up here and posting is showing us, that you just might be bored in your home or that you wish to start drama by coming here still.
Be gone and be well.
Raziel
