hi hi guys......sometimes I find it a hard balance to keep with being so excited in the things that are happening up here in NH, cause things are going so well *knocking on wood*......I know that things are going not so well for others, and even worse for some others....and some are simply just moving along.......I just wanted you all to know that I am there for you all in those bad, ugly, lonely, bitchy, health impeded, sorrowful, stressful times......just as much as you all are here for me now in a good chapter in my life....
and I wanted to thank each and every one of you that have ever had a smile for me, a joke, an ear, a kiss, a hug....everything you all have ever given me, from the simple to the not so simple, I remember it all....and cherish it even more......because yes, my life is blessed, more blessed than I ever thought possible.....I have parents that love me, a mum that would do anything for me, an extended family that is the true meaning of family......that we are all close to, all of us....Jamie's parents, my parents, brothers and their wives, even my sister creeps in there from time to time......and my immediate family, Jamie and the three boys......they are such a wonderful joy, a decent job, a wedding done my style....and an online family that I am as close to as I can be........
there are many thanks I wish to express and share....some I wont put here because I need to say them directly to that respective person (s).....but here is the short list........
Mum ((Kitria))...you brought me here so many years ago, the story lines we created, and rp'd, the fights, the mischief, all of it.....all of it is thanks to you and the fact you brought me here......what a long strange trip its been......
Rags.....at one time I was intimidated by you.......*chuckles*.....through the laughter, the sparring, the tears, the arguements, the kailla rides, the mischief, seeing you ride through the mist outside of turia....I still dream about that .....I have learned so much from you and woobie, oh so much.......we have come so far you and I.....from that naive lil Girl-Brat....to the Woman-Brat I am today.....thank you, you have taught me many life lessons, that will in fact last a lifetime, I will never forget them, or you .....you will always have a piece of Kar's soul........and Gretchen's heart, you are loved dearly....
woobie....what can I say girl? you have listened to me cry, bitch, moan, bitch some more, silent cry....and then the laughter, the clapping, the fact that absolutely no matter what I can come to you, and you will take time from your hectic day just to sit and listen and be my friend........we too have been through much, the laughter and the tears.....and the lessons learned........you my dear, have taught me to look at things in a different light, and to find the humor in things, no matter how stressful they are, and that lil fact has saved me much stress, more than I dare to think of.......I love you so much woobie....oh so much.....
Amber.....you have come such a long way since I met you, which by the way, I liked you the first sentence LOL way back then LOL.....your rp is intense, thoughtful, imaginative, filled with visuals and emotions, and your sense of humor just kicks ass......you are my daughter here in vt, but I also consider you a friend, and hope you know if you need a shoulder I am certainly just a ping away.....I'm very proud of your character.
Muse......always my shining light, ever constant, ever vigilant, you are stronger than you will ever know, and also one of the few women I would fear being mad at me *chuckles*......
Sid....we've said it so many times before, we have the type of friendship that can be lost for years and picked up again and taken up right where we left off.......we are within days of our time in mtc together, and although the roads were different at times.....there was always you and I.......there is so much strength in our friendshio, even unspoken at times....and it is cherished......
yaya....oh girl, I could fill up this entire board system with things to say to you, but we share a braincell so you know them all already LOL, your friendship is dearly cherished, as it is one of the "real" ones, no matter what, rt/vt/ it doesnt matter, you've helped through the bad, and are here now through the good.......thank you....simply for being you......
Lil.....you my dear, I still remember from way back when you were slave under the other name......I loved you then, and still love you know, your steadfast imaginative rp still rocks my world to this day......we have an.....odd relationship in camp, but I swear sis, my love and respect for you, and your rp, is steadfast and unquestioned, you are undoubtedly one of the best rp'ers out there, and I STILL have that av you made for me oh so many years ago, the woman holding the sword in the yellow background.....I love it....*chuckles*
Kitya....you evil lil shit LOL you're just a nut and dammit if I dont need that everytime I come in LOL its so much fun to rp with you cause we both just keep things rolling and rolling, its always interesting, and thats one of the reasons I keep comin back LOL
Vala.....you're a nutball to you freak LOL I've liked your character for a long time, and meeting you in person solidified that even more, you're just so damn cute when you laugh cause your nose wrinkles up and you get that lil mousy grin, its just so adorable LOL and your friendship, is another that is just there.....
sol.....you my girl, are a true treasure, the pain that you have endured, and triumphed over has forever established you as one of the strongest, most confident fighters and your spirit just has so much substance that there isnt anyone that can contain the fire that is within you.....you're fabulous love....
phoebe.....my lil gem, you're such a peach and so happy and friendly.....I miss our talks, and our laughs, but I will always be thinking of you....
cat.....you're such an adoreable fruitloop, I have so much fun watching your antics and your spirit and your sheer vitality to enjoy the simple things in life, that is a gift love, and I hope you never lose it.....no matter where you are, you'll always have a piece of me to take with you
deeeeemon....you have about as much time in mtc as me too.....and girl, you plain and simple are a joy to watch when you are at your best, most dont know that most of your work is behind the scenes, but I do, and I just wanted you to know how much it is appreciated *MWAH*
my brothers, you're all a bunch of punks and you're lucky I dont kick all your asses LOLOLOL JUST KIDDING.....
I love you guys, you're a bunch of well meaning children at heart that go above and beyond when you want to.....
thank you for protecting my butt more than once........you guys are tuchuk...and you guys just rock plain and simple
NOW....with all that said, I need to jet in a few.....some things I really need to say in person, but that's going to have to wait......tomorrow (thurs) I'm going to be a basketcase......the wedding is all set to go.....the outfits are all set to go, the rings are all set to go, everything is set in motion......we even got a DIGITAL CAMCORDER with all the fixin's from J's ex wife LOL go figure........but anyway......everything is good, just hectic......so the wedding is friday afternoon, then we're all going to bum around the area, maybe go get some icecream, terrorize the locals, maybe even a small jeep ride, then bbq over at J's parents.......nothing big, but special to us......and there will be plenty of pics, I dont know how well I'll put them together, but I'll at least put them up so you can see them LOL.......but after that, we're going to be moving into my house until mum and dad go to florida in the end of sept or october, depending on hurricane season.......and then we're moving to mum and dad's while they're in florida, and we build our other house.......this fall and winter being clearing/stumping time etc......so I should have some more substantial time when school gets started depending on football and soccer schedule.......right now is just hectic as hell, but I love you guys and I check on you almost every day, its just that I dont have much more time than to check the boards and maybe pop in for an hour or two depending on boys schedule and moving this stuff from house to house.......
but anyway....that's me in a nutshell right about now....I'll write more later as I think of it.....cause I'm definitely not done, just done for now......
thanks for putting up with me in my insane times, and even now when I'm so nauseatingly happy that all's you wanna do is cold-cock me across the mouth LOL happy people suck LOL just kidding.....
love you guys and talk to you soon *MWAH*
Kar
