Me...

[C h e l s i a]

-leaves positive thoughts for You-

[Lilac]

I know the feeling on the cooling fan.  the one I had been using broke...  I still set the laptop on it as it allows the vent to not be blocked and some air can still get under. but yeah.. I need one too.. think Im going to best buy this week.. they have a Targus on sale for $20.  Double fan like I wanted in the first place before I settled on the POS I bought

[Taryn]

Actually it's the CPU cooling fan that went, it's the one that goes inside the laptop which died or seized up, well almost... Though I found one last night for $18, instead of $50-70 at other local places and they would have to order it to get it into the shop... ~RME~ So hopefully by this weekend it will be up and running again, because even though I would love to have my desktop up and running again, that will take a bit more time and money, money we don't have access to yet...

I do have the double cooling fan, thing is a goddess send... It definitely kept the laptop a lot cooler when I used it, though I was only recently able to use it as it runs via USB port, and with only 2 ports on the laptop I had no room left... One port is being used by my mouse, the other was being used by the wireless connection, which is now no more as I was having issues with it crapping out on me at the worst possible times...

[Taryn]

Still waiting on the delivery of the CPU cooling fan, should be here either today or Monday, as I ordered it on Tuesday and didn't get express delivery... Had the ablation done for my neck on Thursday, will say this, I never want to be awake or as conscious as I was for that again... I who never cries in front of people no matter how much I hurt, was in tears, begging for them to either stop or give me something more for the excrutiating pain they were causing me... And apparently since I didn't feel a tingling sensation in my hand or fingers until the end, they had to go through and do the other nerves again til I could feel the tingle in my hand and fingers...

Of course the reason they gave for not giving me anything else for the pain other than initial dose of haldol and fentanyl which barely relaxed me, as fentanyl can wire me in certain conditions, one of them is when I am extremely nervous... So the fentanyl did nothing for me, and since my doctor wasn't present I couldn't ask for something else as I have done before and he has okayed...As he was in an emergency surgery, someone's stimulus pack in his lower back stopped working 3 days after it was placed, so he had to take it out and replace it... I couldn't even get anything for the nausea I was experiencing during this... ~shakes head~ For sure I will be talking to my doctor on Monday about what happened on Thursday and request for different medications to be used for the procedure... And also to ask why the hell I have to take Lyrica for two weeks, which is making me sicker than a dog each time I take it...

Am tired of the injection sites burning, itching and hurting, all four are welted and red.. Ray is keeping an eye on them to make sure nothing goes wrong... Besides that, I have spent Thursday and yesterday wanting to do nothing but lay down and not move, as when I moved I got extremely dizzy and nauseous... This morning I could hold nothing down, and almost ended up in the ER to get it to stop... Am still getting those odd sensations and if I start getting sick again like I did this morning, am going in to get something to stop it, so I can eat again and take my meds without the fear I will throw them up.. ~sighs~

Am going to go lay down again, it's getting worse and feels as if I move my head just an inch the world tilts and spins... Love you all and hope to return soon...