...This has been a very difficult time for me, I am lucky to have Lancer with me for support and comfort...also...my Tuchuk friends have been lifesaving. Tristan has been very much changed by the experience of being in actual hand to hand combat. Keagan seems to still be his usual self since riding with the Healers Own, and one of his commanders told me that he did well in the ambush. Tristan, however, has become withdrawn and easy to anger, during a stop he pulled a blade on Keagan during an argument, and Dochin coldcocked both of them with his shield. Dochin spoke with other commanders, and the decision was made to transfer Tristan out of the Healers Own...and into the 1st Oralu. Since we of Scagnar are here as guests, Lancer and I had to give our permission. Lancer and I spoke privately about it, and decided to give our permission. The alternative probably would have been an order to Tristan to become a 'civilian' and ride by our wagon...which would have shamed Tristan...which I as his mother would never allow. Lancer took Tristan aside, and counseled him...Lancer is a warrior...and gave Tristan weapons that were suitable for Ragnar and my Father...and Tristan joined the 1st Oralu.
On another note, my pregnancy is going well. The 'baby bump' is getting a bit larger, but 'peanut' has been pretty calm. Sometimes I can feel a lot of kicking, but most of the time 'peanut' is quiet and concentrating on growing. Birth is still a few months away...but I sense that I will be presenting Lancer a son, so that the Morgan Line will continue...and the Bloodaxes will have another member of the clan. The tots are doing well...although they were scared during the Kataii ambush...I was told that Katniss was found in the back of our wagon holding one of my spears, and snarling...if she doesn't find a Mate worthy of her when she grows up, she may head to the Forests.
I pray to the Gods that the rest of the Migration goes well, and that the Ubar of the Bosk, Berat, selects a nice location for the Tuchuk to settle. Lancer and I and my children will set our wagon where directed, and then head back to Scagnar...I just hope that my two older boys survive...although Tristan may choose to remain in order to get more training. Keagan will want to get back...he wants to become a Captain of a Drakka,