Tal Everyone,
Despite My best efforts, and my attempts to straighten things out through the proper channels, this RP has became boring and stale. When there are two sets of rules, and only half of them apply, then RP is not possible.
I'm walking away...Shelving Darkling...I had thought about doing this about 3 weeks ago...got told to stick it out...take a vacation and come back...things would be better
So, I went away for 2 weeks, came back...and the first night, I get attitude from Muse, Amber, Taryn, Terran, and Draggen.
I report it to Ragnar like I was supposed to, and he says I'm trying to start drama --- I wasn't...
Let me say this...I don't care if Terran and Muse have 10000000000000000000000000 million children and years together....I really don't...I'm hurt at some of things they did...I feel betrayed...but I don't care...RP wise, Darkling had already moved on...was already thinking about what to do next...Planning trips to go visit her family and such.
But, when I'm confronted for RPing realistically, and then berated for it....I'm not having it....So yes...I started it tonight...and I'm proud of myself as a Woman for doing so.
I'd rather not RP Gor, than RP Gor as a FW who bows down and has no original thought in her head.
Tonight, Ragnar tried to collar me....gag me...I'm not going to do that...I'm sorry....call me a gamer if You'd like..but it's no more gaming than it is acting on my own moral principles.
I may seem like a bitch...but I'm really just focused on what would be right...heck...blame my ethical job, or ethical upbringing.
Anyways, it's been fun at times..
Love
Me