Its been coming for a few hands now. I thought Myself, I could play this role play out .. but I find I can not as whispers filter through out camp. I am not one to point fingers or say this is what You said or did, nor have I ever been one to keep scripts, My word has always been enough and now even that is question.
Geona was a Lady, though Meek and demure she was far from weak. She stood her ground , when it wasnt pulled from beneath her. I can no longer play her by other ppls standards or thoughts. She was hurt, and hurt badly and not allowed to show it, she simply began to muttle through each day and do the best she could not to cause anymore waves, she feels shes caused most of what has happened of late.. but noone knew.. it doesnt matter now.
I knwo some will see My departuer, or hers as dishonorable and there is nothing I can do about it... when Id stand My ground noone listened.
I do wish to thank the Ubar for the countless days of counciling and telling Me what He thought.. and to Taryn for seeing something in Geona noone else did.. her heart, Her love and her genuine wish to be a part of the family.
Its come to My ears that Geona will never be fully accepted because Raziel loves Her, and she may never prove herself worthy. I do not know what else she could have done.
I wish You all well.. and know that this is the aboslute hardest thing, short of letting go of My past chars mate who died rt...
I love You all..
and Raziel.. I do not know what to say, Geona loved You enough to give up her own heart.. and let all think ill of her just to forgive You.. and still it wasnt enough..
Geona is shelved.. and gone..
The typest behind Geona
