I'm sorry that I haven't been around to assist you, saphyre... Life has been... beyond stressful... for me of late.
In you, I see a girl whose belly burns brightly, one who desires to deepen her slavery, one who thirsts for knowledge. That is the best kind of slave. If I were in camp to assist you, your questions would never be a bother.
I know that it is easy to become frustrated when your search for self-improvement seems dependant upon the responses of others. I have heard that some of our non-training-team slaves who should have been eager to offer the widsom of their experience to newer sisters in bondage have been less than helpful. Such an attitude has never and will never be condoned in MTC. Here, we stand for family and ostracize those who seek to destroy the unity of our home. Sometimes, it simply takes a while for us to discover the destructive elements in our midst -- as with danial. However, when a newer member's support system breaks down, that is the exception rather than the rule...
I invite you to IM me through this message board system at any time you have need. I check the board daily, even if I don't make it to my e-mail or to camp. *hugs*
