This is killing me inside to type, so I am going to make this short, the people who know me and are close know how to get in touch and i pray that the people i have come to love in my life will understand.
I have been contemplating things for a long time now, perhaps a couple of months, and I have been examining my own thoughts and feelings. I didn't want to simply up and leave, especially with so much going on in LM's life, i love You and thank You with everything i am for the help and guidance and caring You have shown me for so long. You understand me better than perhaps anyone else ever has. I wanted to wait but i've just gotten to a point where I have to do what is right for the typist, and so I must shelve the character ice.
I don't want to burn any bridges behind me, this place truly is a family and there are so many wonderful things that I couldn't begin to tell of them. I pray I'm not seen as "gaming" or running somehow, that's the last thing I wish to be, but I also know I can't decide for others how they feel. Just know this wasn't a choice I made lightly, just one I truly in my heart feel it is the right time to make, with my real time feelings.
Peace to all
Tracy, the typist behind ice
