i likely put too much info about the current, hectic and frantic situation,but, im working on ideas, her fathers helping with ideas, as, my eldest refuses to help with thoughts, or even acknowledge needing help...
i may have to send her back, to her former dr...for, ..lets just say, more intensive therapy...
its breaking my heart apart, but, it cant go on...
i just pray for strength, and that i can give her some as well....if it goes as planned....i hate having to watch her every moment of the day, as she knows what may soon happen....im about exhausted...
I seek outlets when theyre asleep, but cant find anyone on...and, generally set and cry...i hope this gets resolved soon...hugs to You All....love ya...