It has been something ive thought on for a very long time....and, stood by, even when (and i completely understand people being offline or loa)
But I need to make a decision, and have done so....
My rt, is literally hell....flames and all....depression, etc...and i was very sad that i cant fly, to go to the gathering.....health is getting worse, and, not many decisions...
When i come here....and, that hasnt been done in some time, because I get more lonely or sad when i see no one to talk with, roleplay with....something to take my mind off of things, if even for a brief moment....
even that much would be a tremendous relief....
Then i realized...when i was thinking about it as well....I never 'fleshed out' or really got to "become" Serenity....i made a bio for her and sent it in too....but, I need to interact, to really do so....to keep my fears and depression at bay.....
I love everyone here....more than you know....im droppin tears all over the laptop as i write this, cause it hits me that hard to even CONSIDER doing this...
But I have to....for me..I really do....I hope you understand....and, are not upset at me...
But...I am shelving Serenity.....
~CarrieAnne~
