well G/guys and G/gals....
as of 7 am tomorrow morning, I am in the hands of Who I believe in, and the fabulous three surgical teams and surgeons that I have on My dance card *winks and grins*.....
I'm actually looking forward to it, pain on the mend is far better than pain from an unknown force.....
Kar is much more forceful and reticent to get Her way, and Kar is running full bore through Me right now as the time grows more near..... I still have a fabulous network of family support, even from some unexpected places......
do no fear for Me, for I will prevail, there is only one fear I have and Jamie is the only one that knows it.......so everything will be fine and I'll be back in action as soon as I can sit up and type at this monstrousity of a computer *winks and grins*....
My ob-gyn says I'll be in the hospital for at least two days......Gretchens way, yeah okay whatever.....and lap up the attention.....Kar's way......get Me the fuck out here and get Me home dammit! Can anyone guess which I'm in the mood for now???
I have my ipod loaded with ecclectic shit that will cheer me up, I have books that will keep Me occupied, and of course, giving My MD's a hassle cause that's the most fun part of all ya know! egawds, the stories I have for you A/all when I get back from these surgeons, they are all a riot, and totally get My sense of humor, allthough My urologist has point blank told me he wont take any of the belly fat away, he's just sticking to the urinary tract, but I still have 2 surgeons to convince, yeah?
? hehehehheheh .......anyway, please know that I'm in the best of spirts that can be possible, I have an incredible family and friend network that are helping through this, Mum, Jamie, my three boys, my inlaws, my co-workers, friends at the hospital, this family is huge, and will never let me have a moments peace for more than an hour at a time *chuckles*......if you want the roomnumber to the hospital, ping my mum, cause I dont know what one I"ll be in yet....
no matter what, I'll be home in a couple/few days to give an update if mum doesnt do so herself......just know that each and every one of your thoughts, your good feelings, your candles, and whatever good gesture you offer is saved in Kar's head, and cherished.........
Rags......*kinda chuckles* we've been through good, we've been through bad, and everywhere in between.......but there is no refuting the love that is between Kar and Rags......it is just given......and the love Kar has for woobie, is just, like caring for a younger sister, I just love her so much.....
Muse.....you also have been through the good and bad and good and bad again........You My Dear, besides My Mother are one of My Dearest Sisters.......never giving up, alwyas working your best.....a tribute to you my darling....
Nika.......no words be said, we both know them, feel them, and revel in them when the time is right.......you are a sister true from the git go
Kitya....shit........cut that goddess crap out and we'll be alright *winks* and belated congrats on the upcoming princess LOL
Raz.....Kar misses you.....your pressence....your......charm.......your unwillingness to deal with my shit........I cnat wait to get back in therej and rp with your nappy shit LOL *MWAHH*
and Momma Kit.....hopefully I'll be able to catch you cause we have some good things coming for rp as far as tuchuk goes, and I think you will enjoy them.....
Sati......good good woman, by odin do I miss you, I dont care what happened before, you were always my sister true without the words being spoken......
and all the girls, yaya ((no Yahira)), and kells (no Kelsey) I know, and delilah, have the toughest jobs on gor and in this camp, your undying dedication to a fictorious way of life is incredible, and will never be forgotten.......
I am down, but not out, by no means outl.......just let me recover and Ill try to get mum to post a recovery post as she has the time, but I will be away for at least two days the doctors say, well, if Kar has her way, She'll be out in no damn time cause we all know how well I deall with being confined.......
anyway, things really are okay here, it s just a matter of time and I'll get back into the swing of things, and start behaving know, cause Kar wont announce when she's comming back......it will be a surprise
just know that I love Y/you A/all and will see you all on the other side of surgery recover *MWAHMWAHMWAH* and slurpy kisses to all cuase I loves ya so much.....
Kar
