kadi

[kadi{MTC}]

this is hard for kadi to write as it is not what she wants, but she feels that with what is about to come up she wont be able to do her chores and serves in camp, she feels that she is letting everyone down, she thinks that it is time that kadi went away for a while, she just wants her family to know that she loves them all and will miss everyone of you


kadi xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[LadyMuse]

*hugggels My kadikins tightly and kisses your forehead* you do what you have to Mine but remember W/we are all here for you even if you just come into camp for some company W/we all love you, Me espcially. Always remember you are Mine no matter what and I love you dearly. Please keep Me updated and remember after the end of this month I will be around more as school is done for the semester.


All My Love,
LM

[kadi{MTC}]

she is doing what she thinks is best for her home my Mistress, she wont be able to serve her home in the way it should be she has thought about this for days, she has sobed over this she crys now as she writes this, she does not know what to do for the best of her family

[RAGNAR]

kadi...

i disagree with a girl. contact me.

[kadi{MTC}]

her Q is open Master


kadi

[Thalia]

You know what?  My "best" today is not always the "best" it was yesterday, but it is always my best.  I give all that I have to give, and some days I'm scraping the bottom.  Some days, all I can do is sit in camp and hope that my presence is making someone smile or drawing them into the room.  Some days, I'm just too damned tired to do more than want to cry, because I ache all over and there's too much to think about.  But my MTC family gets me through those times.  If you take yourself away from us, how can we lift you up and hold you close?

[kadi{MTC}]

after talking with Master Ubar and her sister dee she has come to reliese that she is not a nobody, that she is not useless, and has lots to offer still in camp even if she cannot do chores and serves, she is kadi the brat, the pouncer, the joker, this is what is going to get her through the next few months, this and her family in MTC, not sitting at home feeling sorry for herself, not mopeing about asking why me, it will be her family that she loves with all her heart, kadi will stay for as long as she is able

kadi

[RAGNAR]

[LadyMuse]

*hugggles Mine tightly as I get home from class* I love you darling


LM

[kelsey]

huggles my heart tight.......

[prism {*RgR*1*}]

You know what?  My "best" today is not always the "best" it was yesterday, but it is always my best.  I give all that I have to give, and some days I'm scraping the bottom.  Some days, all I can do is sit in camp and hope that my presence is making someone smile or drawing them into the room.  Some days, I'm just too damned tired to do more than want to cry, because I ache all over and there's too much to think about.  But my MTC family gets me through those times.  If you take yourself away from us, how can we lift you up and hold you close?

Has to smile here, because kadi, she is right.. and plus, she is remembering and carrying on what I tried to impress upon her so many years ago... all Tuchuk has ever asked for.. the best you can be in each moment.... no matter how hard that moment may be.   
And when those moments are very hard, that is when your family holds you and helps you and carries you on...

love you,
woobie

[Thalia]

That's right, woobs... you did teach me that, and I think of that each time I tell it to another who is tired and who has lost hope...

love you...