graduation

[Shylina Marie]

well this is a time of year I have been both anticipating and dreading.... between RT and myself we have two sons graduating... on the same day no less.... and a nephew graduating the day before.   so its gonna be a well orchestrated dance that we have to do during this time with the shuffeling of grandparents....the manuvering of family to make sure everyone is where they need to be on time.

plus.... on a different front..... my son is considering moving back home.  its taken a while for him to come to certain realitys... and he is concluding that his past actions weren't the smartest moves he has made... and has learned a great deal.  I now see a man before me where there was one a teenager who was all mouth and attitude.  this is very difficult and very stressful so please bear with me if I am a bit off, perhaps short and harsh.   I wish I could say that the stress will lessen but for right now I am just trying to roll with the flow.  Just five minutes ago He said momma do you remember when I was in the chute on that big bull.  I said yes.  I do.. you looked down at me and said go ahead  momma open the gate... he won't buck much.    we just had a big laugh about that.  he was all of 7 years old sitting on top of a blue back brahma.   yes... your bosk keeper is suffering from having to let go.  growing old sucks.

[Arlon]

*HUGE hugs* Hope everything goes okay Sis. Growin old does suck, kinda glad right now I don;t have any kids to have to let go of...If Ya need Me, you have both numbers. And Arlon always has more wine for Ya LOL. *w*

[ariella {*Arlon*}]

i don't have to worry about graduation yet, but my little boy is going to start pre-school soon, that is hard enough

my baby is not a baby anymore