I never brought my issue to camp, I never let it come into camp because with the discussion that was "deleted" I stated that after the way you had talked to me in
OOC fashion....... I expected an apology for the way you talked to me....
IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH CAMP
and your damn right I got testy with my last post.......I edited most of it.
I am not the one that dragged this into camp.
ALL'S I WANTED WAS AN APOLOGY FROM YOU FOR THE WAY YOU TALKED TO ME IN THE DADADADDDDAAAA
OOC FORUMyou are the one that dragged this into character crap.
you are the one that is not listening
you are the one that just because I'm standing up for myself and the way I expect to be talked to by those I care about AND dont care about IN
DADADDADADADDADADADa OOC FASHIONas much as I am loved, and as much as you want me as a companion? and this is what I wanted all along? EXCUSE ME
DONT YOU DARE ASSUME AS TO THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING OR WHAT I WANT.
I have NO problem playing the FW IN CAMP....I've lived it for 10 damn years. I know it, I love it, I eat it, I sleep it, I drink it.
IN CAMP IN IC IN IC IN IC IN IC IN IC.
christ I dont even let you talk to me like that on the phone, in emails, nothing, I never have cause I never had cause to think that you would treat me like that in
dddaaaaaddadaddadaddada OOCand its not just what is LEFT on the board, its what isnt on the board ANYMORE.
you are ubar and ragnar and my companion IC.......I accept gor, christ I wouldnt have gotten to where I am if I didnt have it down nip tuck down to the wire.
however, in
dadadadadaddadadadaa OOC I am even more strong than Karanis. I am opinionated, strong minded, family orientated, volunteer 20-25 hours a week, work my own job, raise my family, work on my own vehicles, build houses and garages, and have entire communities that absolutely love the work I do, and tell me so, and it feels fabulous making people happy.
so dont you DARE say that I dont care.
dont you DARE say that I dont care about this family.
I dont care what my fucking title is, I will always be the mother to all.
you can never take that away from me no matter WHO you are.
let me say that again.
I will always be the mother to all.
KARANIS NEVER ENTERED THE PICTURE HERE.
it was simply YOU being an ass and forgetting who you were speaking to in a
dadadadddadadadaddaa OOC forumI never asked much from you.
ever.
the only thing I ever asked for was an apology.
an apology.
not I'm sorry that you didnt see the humor in blah blah blah
an apology.
an I'm sorry Gretchen, that was rude, we'll never agree on football and that's okay.
you think I dont care?
I'm sitting here BAWLING with my family wondering why a computer can make me cry.
and you think I dont care?
and you wonder why I get angry?
DUH
DEFENSE MECHANISM YOU DONUT!
AN APOLOGY
AN APOLOGY
AN APOLOGY
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
is that really that hard? for 10 YEARS OF ABSOLUTE UNQUESTIONED LOYALTY TO YOU? IS IT?


?
are YOU so ready to give Kar up? jesus christ you amaze me.
amaze me
disgust me
aggravate me
astound me
and hurt me.
10 YEARS. 10 YEARS 10 YEARS 10 YEARS 10 YEARS 10 YEARS
you think I've broken my promise?
you think I've broken my vows?
I've STUCK TO THEM TO THE LETTER
TO THE LETTER
TO THE LETTER
keeping it simple
keeping it simple
keeping it simple
OH WAIT..............THAT'S IN CHARACTER................OH YEAH........IN CHARACTER............WHAT WAS THAT? AHHHHHH..... IN CHARACTER.
and what did 3 months of silence get me.............silence you ordered...........
its gets a public outtage of whether tuchuk has a ubara or not...........
way to jump to conclusions you donut.
I have changed nothing.
I am as I've always been.
trust? and you dont trust me? give me a fucking break, I'm one of the only ones you CAN trust. and no exactly how I'm going to react to any given situation.
and confront you in camp?
why?
so you can humiliate Kar? I dont fucking think so.
we need to solved the
dadadadaddadadadaddadadada OOC ISSUES before I even go NEAR that entrance button.