I am willing to compromise on My ending.
You want me in camp to do, I wont come.
So I've decided that I WILL rp it out, however, it'll be here because I know what the reaction will be, and will be surprised if it actually stays posted.
but I am Karanis, and will have a Karanis style leaving, so here goes...and of course, its written in Queen of Force Posting style, as I am so very fond of it. I do love my imagination so, and know that the comments will reflect your distaste of it, and the falicy of it, but there are a few things, well one in particular that I just have to do before I leave, hence, the additional ending post that I deem necessary.
setup: evening, everyone around as Kar leaving might just draw a bit of attention, firelight bright......everyone more or less around Dragonslair wondering what will happen.
*listening to your speech about how you dont trust me, and that its done, having already been packed for 3 months, realizing that life here will not be what I thought it would be once, leaving the reminiscing time for a more convenient time to think about when I'm on my own, seeing out of the corner of my eye that mother has the kailla and ruck sacks ready for departure*
"fine *shrugging, leaning against the weapons rack with my arms folded across my chest,* if that's the way its gonna be, that's the way its gonna be *knowing that I probably will not make it out of the camp alive after what I'm about to do, and thinking to Myself that I dont really care because it will be worth it*
*raising an eyebrow to you* it is done then, never to return, as you wish. goodbye Ragnar Dragonsfury.
*and walking straight over to Raziel before anyone can realize what I'm doing, especially Raziel, I walk over, place my hands on either side of his cheeks and plant the most passionate, closed eyed, tongue in cheek kiss on Raziel's lips that anyone in this camp has ever seen, breathing in His very essence and placing the memory in the permanently saved bank of My memories, and breaking the kiss just as quickly, my mother shrieking in disbelief and knowing that her daughter is about to be killed or collared or both, rides in hard with her kailla, having Ibet's reins in hand, I leap up a few steps and jump right on Ibet, reining him around kicking up dust, grinning ear to ear and exclaiming*
"by the GODS I've always wanted to DO that to Him" *still looking at Raziel and quickly but still in Kar fashion with an emblazoned grin* "meet Me on the plains, we'll find a ROCK" *laughs a full out belly laugh knowing full well it would never happen as not even Raziel had ever known about my obviously very private feelings for Raziel that have been hidden for years*
*still laughing as I send a wink and a gorgeous ear to ear smile, spin Ibet around and bound full speed for the main camp fire and leaping in full Kar fashion over the camp fire and nodding to mum that it was definitely time to go, knowing that I would never make it out of camp alive, but by the GODS it was worth it*
the end.
((I know full well that I would never make it out of camp after doing that, and even knowing that, I STILL dont care, cause it STILL was worth it, just imagining it...........was worth it))