jasmine, though i have never had the pleasure of meeting you, please listen to the words of our sisters in bondage. each one of us has to start from somewhere, each one of us learns differently, we all have to find a path that is true to ourselves and most importantly, we must have patience with ourselves. not one of us here has simply been an instantly perfect slave, each has stumbled, doubted...in the end though, that is just the way of learning, of growing. the trick is not to give in to the doubts, but to continue to strive, reading the pages, asking questions...before you know it...you've grown more beautiful.
sorry if that doesnt make a whole lot of sense. this one tends to ramble like that~s
chanz and flame are amazing slaves, both unique to themselves, both filled with knowledge that is simply mind boggling...they've both taught this one so very much in the way of true heart and family.
don't give up, the best things..are the ones we work the hardest for.
will hush now~s
~lure
